Miss Trotter waited only until they had well preceded her, and then took
a shorter cut home. She was quite prepared that evening for an interview
which Mr. Bilson requested. She found him awkward and embarrassed in her
cool, self-possessed presence. He said he deemed it his duty to inform
her of his approaching marriage with Miss Jansen; but it was because he
wished distinctly to assure her that it would make no difference in Miss
Trotter's position in the hotel, except to promote her to the entire
control of the establishment. He was to be married in San Francisco at
once, and he and his wife were to go abroad for a year or two; indeed,
he contemplated eventually retiring from business. If Mr. Bilson
was uneasily conscious during this interview that he had once paid
attentions to Miss Trotter, which she had ignored, she never betrayed
the least recollection of it. She thanked him for his confidence and
wished him happiness.
Sudden as was this good fortune to Miss Trotter, an independence she
had so often deservedly looked forward to, she was, nevertheless,
keenly alive to the fact that she had attained it partly through Chris's
disappointment and unhappiness. Her sane mind taught her that it was
better for him; that he had been saved an ill-assorted marriage; that
the girl had virtually rejected him for Bilson before he had asked
her mediation that morning. Yet these reasons failed to satisfy her
feelings. It seemed cruel to her that the interest which she had
suddenly taken in poor Chris should end so ironically in disaster to
her sentiment and success to her material prosperity. She thought of his
boyish appeal to her; of what must have been his utter discomfiture in
the discovery of Frida's relations to Mr. Bilson that afternoon, but
more particularly of the singular change it had effected in him. How
nobly and gently he had taken his loss! How much more like a man he
looked in his defeat than in his passion! The element of respect which
had been wanting in her previous interest in him was now present in her
thoughts. It prevented her seeking him with perfunctory sympathy and
worldly counsel; it made her feel strangely and unaccountably shy of any
other expression.
As Mr. Bilson evidently desired to avoid local gossip until after his
marriage, he had enjoined secrecy upon her, and she was also debarred
from any news of Chris through his brother, who, had he known of Frida's
engagement, would have naturally come to her for explanation. It also
convinced her that Chris himself had not revealed anything to his
brother.
III
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