English fiction -- 19th century; Short stories, English
‘I suppose this’ll have to go back too,’ he muttered, and replaced the
gold, with a sigh of disgust. The stricken man’s eyes gleamed, and he
put out his left hand feebly. Eugene put the bag into it, but the grasp
was uncertain, and it fell again to the ground. The shock of seemingly
losing it a second time was too much for the disordered intellect,
and in a dead swoon, Stephen Rattray fell stiffly forward on to his
nephew’s shoulder.
Eugene laid him on the ground, carefully buttoned the packet into the
inner pocket of his Uncle’s coat, and then drew himself away to think.
He couldn’t get a clear grasp of things with that hated figure touching
his. Leaning apart against a tree, and looking down at the helpless
form, he dealt grimly and despitefully in his heart with the feeling
that troubled him; let it stand for want of better phrasing at ‘common
humanity.’ He railed at it; he even took some steps of retreat; he
reasoned with himself.
This man, when a nod of the head might have saved, had reduced him to
the level of the brute beasts--what duty then lay upon him to act but
upon that level? This man lay there, dependent on him for a chance
perhaps of further life. Yes, but there had been a bitter hour, when
their positions had been reversed, and the closing of that hour, with
its depths of horror and degradation, its blotting out of all hope and
life, was vividly before him. This, too, was an old man, at the end
of things, and he had been a young man at the beginning--that was but
an aggravation. As things now were he had done him no wrong, taken no
revenge; the packet was found; it was even himself that had restored
it: the stroke had come through a visitation of the fates, through no
dealing of his.
He searched, and he failed to see any reason why he should lift a
finger to give back life to this hulk. It was adding insult to injury
indeed to expect him to carry his enemy perhaps a mile in search of
help. Leave him here?--and get help?--he would certainly die before it
came. No, either all or nothing; and it should be, by heaven, _nothing_!
He turned on his heel,--and straightway it came upon him that these
things were not done. Just as impossible as kicking a fellow on the
ground, or shooting an unarmed man.
‘By Gad! the other thing’s got to be done! When I’ve lived a few years
in Borneo or some such place, I shall know better how to deal with
you, my friend; in the meantime--’ he lifted him, and with wearily slow
steps bore him disgustedly in the direction of the Alexandria Gate.
Now that he had begun, he meant to see it through; and with many a
halt, for his Uncle was a heavy man, he got him through the fast
closing fog to the crossing of Rotten Row.
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