From the West to the West : $b Across the plains to OregonDuniway, Abigail Scott
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From the West to the West : $b Across the plains to Oregon
Duniway, Abigail Scott
Oregon -- Fiction; Overland journeys to the Pacific -- Fiction; Women pioneers -- Fiction
“I’m better now,” he said, as his temples cooled. “Will you forgive me
for beating you last night, Wahnetta?”
She looked at him in astonishment. Never before, though he had often
bestowed indignities upon her that he would not have inflicted upon a
favorite dog or horse, had he addressed her thus, or shown any sign of
repentance.
“If I had kept my promise, Wahnetta, as I should have done, I would
have taken you as a bride to London or Montreal and replaced you in the
world of civilization, in which you were educated by your fond, mistaken
father. But I couldn’t do it, because of my daily dread of the hangman’s
rope. I do not wonder that you despise me. I did not realize that I had
become that thing that every self-respecting man of the West abhors,—a
‘squaw-man’!”
“Don’t you dare to say ‘squaw’ to me, Joseph Addicks! It is an epithet no
white man uses except in contempt. When we were married I was your equal
in education, your superior in personal appearance, and your match in
ambition. I now see that I was far ahead of you in moral character, for
I was never a fugitive from what the world calls justice. But why didn’t
you confide all this to me long ago?”
He laughed derisively. “I knew the treacherous Indian nature too well,
woman; and I wouldn’t trust you now if it were in your power to betray
me; but there is nothing now to betray.”
“And I am no longer afraid of you, Joseph Addicks.”
“My name is not Addicks. My brother passed through here yesterday. His
name is John Ranger, and I am his long-lost brother, Joseph. He is taking
his family to the Territory of Oregon.”
He arose finally and made a tolerable breakfast, she, for the first time
since their marriage, taking her seat at the table beside him as he ate.
“If you’d keep yourself clean and tidy, like a self-respecting white
woman, you wouldn’t appear so—so Injuny, and I wouldn’t be so very much
ashamed of you. I’m sick to death of this bondage, Wahnetta. I, too, was
a young and unsophisticated fool when we were married. What will you
take to let me out of it honorably? I want to do everything I can to
atone; but something must be done. I will not longer endure this mode of
existence.”
“I have an idea, Joseph. My inheritance from my father arrived several
days ago. I hadn’t thought of claiming it for myself, but I will now.
Give me a letter of credit for the whole of it, with an outfit for
travelling, and I will go, with the children, to a village on the
Willamette River called Portland, in the Territory of Oregon. You know
Dr. McLoughlin well, and so do I. There’s a convent in Portland, where I
can place the girls, and a brothers’ school near by for the boys. I’ll
get a boarding-place, not too far away, for myself and the little tots
that are too young to be in school. I will soon recruit if I can get a
chance to rest up and dress myself as the white women in my position do.
You won’t know me in three months after I have had a chance to live in
keeping with my station.”
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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