From the West to the West : $b Across the plains to OregonDuniway, Abigail Scott
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From the West to the West : $b Across the plains to Oregon
Duniway, Abigail Scott
Oregon -- Fiction; Overland journeys to the Pacific -- Fiction; Women pioneers -- Fiction
Through the silent watches of the awful night that followed, John Ranger
pondered, planned, and waited.
His three daughters and three younger children, Sally O’Dowd and her
three babies, and Susannah and George Washington, all occupied the family
wagon, around which he stalked through the silent hours as one in a dream.
“A formidable array of dependent ones,” he said to himself over and over
again. “And what is to become of my Annie’s darlings? Was it for this
that she started with me on this terrible journey?”
There was no audible answer to his anxious queries save the roaring of
the river as it crashed its way between the rocks that formed its grim
and tortuous channel.
Weary at last of walking, he crept into his tent beside Hal, who had
been dead to the world from the moment he touched his bed, so sweet is
the deep forgetfulness of childhood when “tired Nature’s sweet restorer,
balmy sleep,” is preparing it for the further endurance of an exacting
and ambitious life. But Captain Ranger could not sleep. He arose and
faced again the silent horrors of the situation.
The stars twinkled overhead in their usual triumph over disturbing
forces; and, slowly fading into the coming twilight, rode the gibbous
moon.
In his helplessness the lonely watcher lifted up his voice and prayed.
“I’ve never felt much worry over original sin, O Lord!” he cried,
standing with hands uplifted in the chilly air, “but you know I’ve
generally been honest. I’ve tried hard to do my duty according to my
lights. I didn’t mean to bring my Annie and her babies out here in the
wilderness to die; but you understood the conditions, and because you
understood, you took my wife away. I rebelled at first, but you helped me
to bear it for her sake; and for this, for the first time, I thank you.
And now, if you have the love for her children for which she always gave
you credit, I am sure that you’ll guide me safely out of this present
trouble. And if you do, O Lord, I’ll serve you as long as I live in
whatever way you lead. Amen.”
“I have been young, and now am old; yet have I not seen the righteous
forsaken, nor his seed begging bread!”
“Who spoke to me?” he asked, aloud. “Where did that voice come from? I
could have sworn it was Annie! No; Annie is dead!”
In a flurry of excitement he peered in all directions, listening eagerly.
But in his soul there slowly crept a quiet peace, and with it a sense
of security and elation which he could not comprehend; neither could he
doubt its reality.
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