From the West to the West : $b Across the plains to OregonDuniway, Abigail Scott
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From the West to the West : $b Across the plains to Oregon
Duniway, Abigail Scott
Oregon -- Fiction; Overland journeys to the Pacific -- Fiction; Women pioneers -- Fiction
After the burial, the remainder of the day was spent in the silent
performance of the many accumulated duties of the camp. There was no time
for the luxury of grief. The women and girls washed, ironed, cooked, did
the dishes, mended wearing apparel, sewed up rents in wagon-covers and
tents, and gathered heaps of wild flowers, with which they adorned the
fresh mound of earth that none of them expected ever to see again.
* * * * *
The men were not idle. A broken ox-yoke needed mending. Wagon-tires were
reset. Such heavy articles as could be dispensed with were discarded.
Jamie’s cradle, for which Mrs. Ranger had begged a place in their
effects, and her grandmother’s spinning-wheel, which she had stored in
one of the wagons, were among the articles ordered to be thrown away.
“Your mother will not miss them now,” said Captain Ranger, huskily.
“It is a shame to disregard our dear mother’s wishes, now that she cannot
speak for herself,” said Mary, in a whisper, aside to Jean.
“I know it; and I’ve already made a bargain with Mrs. McAlpin to store
them in one of her wagons. Daddie will thank us for it sometime.”
Sadly and silently the work went on; for the living had to be cared for,
and nothing more could be done for the dead.
When evening came Jean sought her journal, climbed to the rim of the
little natural amphitheatre overlooking the sparkling spring of icy water
near her mother’s last resting-place, and read in the last space she had
left blank, in her father’s bold chirography, some lines of a poem which
he had quoted from memory:—
“’Twas midnight, and he sat alone,
The husband of the dead.
That day the dark dust had been thrown
Above her buried head.
“Her orphaned children round him slept,
But in their sleep would moan;
In bitterness of soul he wept.
He was alone—alone.
“The world is full of life and light,
But, ah, no light for me!
My little world, once warm and bright,
Is cheerless as the sea.
“Where is her sweet and kindly face?
Where is her cordial tone?
I gaze upon her resting-place
And feel that I’m alone.
“The lovely wife, maternal care,
The self-denying zeal,
The smile of hope that chased despair,
And promised future weal;
“The clean, bright hearth, nice table spread,
The charm o’er all things thrown,
The sweetness in whate’er she said,—
All gone! I am alone.
“I slept last night, and then I dreamed;
Perchance her spirit woke;
A soft light o’er my pillow gleamed,
A voice in music spoke:
“‘Forgot, forgiven, all neglect,
Thy love recalled, alone;
The babes I loved, O love, protect,
I still am all thine own.’”
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