French fiction -- Translations into English; Paris (France) -- Fiction
From her bed she could see her father and mother, one by her side,
the other in the workroom, the door of which had been left open. Mamma
Delobelle was lying back in her chair in the careless attitude of
long-continued fatigue, heeded at last; and all the scars, the ugly
sabre cuts with which age and suffering brand the faces of the
old, manifested themselves, ineffaceable and pitiful to see, in the
relaxation of slumber. Desiree would have liked to be strong enough to
rise and kiss that lovely, placid brow, furrowed by wrinkles which did
not mar its beauty.
In striking contrast to that picture, the illustrious Delobelle appeared
to his daughter through the open door in one of his favorite attitudes.
Seated before the little white cloth that bore his supper, with his body
at an angle of sixty-seven and a half degrees, he was eating and at the
same time running through a pamphlet which rested against the carafe in
front of him.
For the first time in her life Desiree noticed the striking lack of
harmony between her emaciated mother, scantily clad in little black
dresses which made her look even thinner and more haggard than she
really was, and her happy, well-fed, idle, placid, thoughtless father.
At a glance she realized the difference between the two lives. What
would become of them when she was no longer there? Either her mother
would work too hard and would kill herself; or else the poor woman
would be obliged to cease working altogether, and that selfish husband,
forever engrossed by his theatrical ambition, would allow them both to
drift gradually into abject poverty, that black hole which widens and
deepens as one goes down into it.
Suppose that, before going away--something told her that she would go
very soon--before going away, she should tear away the thick bandage
that the poor man kept over his eyes wilfully and by force?
Only a hand as light and loving as hers could attempt that operation.
Only she had the right to say to her father:
“Earn your living. Give up the stage.”
Thereupon, as time was flying, Desire Delobelle summoned all her courage
and called softly:
“Papa-papa”
At his daughter’s first summons the great man hurried to her side. He
entered Desiree’s bedroom, radiant and superb, very erect, his lamp in
his hand and a camellia in his buttonhole.
“Good evening, Zizi. Aren’t you asleep?”
His voice had a joyous intonation that produced a strange effect amid
the prevailing gloom. Desiree motioned to him not to speak, pointing to
her sleeping mother.
“Put down your lamp--I have something to say to you.”
Her voice, broken by emotion, impressed him; and so did her eyes, for
they seemed larger than usual, and were lighted by a piercing glance
that he had never seen in them.
He approached with something like awe.
“Why, what’s the matter, Bichette? Do you feel any worse?”
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