But everything was now settled, and so the doctor and his companion drove
away to Grenelle. And there, at the very entrance of the Beauchêne works,
came a meeting which again filled Mathieu with emotion. Morange, the
accountant, was returning to his work after _déjeuner_, accompanied by his
daughter Reine, both of them dressed in deep mourning. On the morrow of
Valérie's funeral, Morange had returned to his work in a state of
prostration which almost resembled forgetfulness. It was clear that he
had abandoned all ambitious plans of quitting the works to seek a big
fortune elsewhere. Still he could not make up his mind to leave his flat,
though it was now too large for him, besides being too expensive. But
then his wife had lived in those rooms, and he wished to remain in them.
And, moreover, he desired to provide his daughter with all comfort. All
the affection of his weak heart was now given to that child, whose
resemblance to her mother distracted him. He would gaze at her for hours
with tears in his eyes. A great passion was springing up within him; his
one dream now was to dower her richly and seek happiness through her, if
indeed he could ever be happy again. Thus feelings of avarice had come to
him; he economized with respect to everything that was not connected with
her, and secretly sought supplementary work in order that he might give
her more luxury and increase her dower. Without her he would have died of
weariness and self-abandonment. She was indeed fast becoming his very
life.
"Why, yes," said she with a pretty smile, in answer to a question which
Boutan put to her, "it is I who have brought poor papa back. I wanted to
be sure that he would take a stroll before setting to work again. Other
wise he shuts himself up in his room and doesn't stir."
Morange made a vague apologetic gesture. At home, indeed, overcome as he
was by grief and remorse, he lived in his bedroom in the company of a
collection of his wife's portraits, some fifteen photographs, showing her
at all ages, which he had hung on the walls.
"It is very fine to-day, Monsieur Morange," said Boutan, "you do right in
taking a stroll."
The unhappy man raised his eyes in astonishment, and glanced at the sun
as if he had not previously noticed it. "That is true, it is fine
weather--and besides it is very good for Reine to go out a little."
Then he tenderly gazed at her, so charming, so pink and white in her
black mourning gown. He was always fearing that she must feel bored
during the long hours when he left her at home, alone with the servant.
To him solitude was so distressful, so full of the wife whom he mourned,
and whom he accused himself of having killed.
"Papa won't believe that one never feels _ennui_ at my age," said the
girl gayly. "Since my poor mamma is no longer there, I must needs be a
little woman. And, besides, the Baroness sometimes calls to take me out."
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