Then came more kisses and hand-shakes, and the two men disappeared. And
when the gentle silence had fallen once more Mathieu and Marianne again
found themselves in front of the bright fire, while the children
completed the building of their village with a great consumption of
paste, and Gervais continued sleeping soundly. Had they been dreaming?
Mathieu wondered. What sudden blast from all the shame and suffering of
Paris had blown into their far-away quiet? Outside, the country retained
its icy rigidity. The fire alone sang the song of hope in life's future
revival. And, all at once, after a few minutes' reverie the young man
began to speak aloud, as if he had at last just found the answer to all
sorts of grave questions which he had long since put to himself.
"But those folks don't love; they are incapable of loving! Money, power,
ambition, pleasure--yes, all those things may be theirs, but not love!
Even the husbands who deceive their wives do not really love their
mistresses. They have never glowed with the supreme desire, the divine
desire which is the world's very soul, the brazier of eternal life. And
that explains everything. Without desire there is no love, no courage,
and no hope. By love alone can one create. And if love be restricted in
its mission there is but failure ----. Yes, they lie and deceive, because
they do not love. Then they suffer and lapse into moral and physical
degradation. And at the end lies the collapse of our rotten society,
which breaks up more and more each day before our eyes. That, then, is
the truth I was seeking. It is desire and love that save. Whoever loves
and creates is the revolutionary saviour, the maker of men for the new
world which will shortly dawn."
Never before had Mathieu so plainly understood that he and his wife were
different from others. This now struck him with extraordinary force.
Comparisons ensued, and he realized that their simple life, free from the
lust of wealth, their contempt for luxury and worldly vanities, all their
common participation in toil which made them accept and glorify life and
its duties, all that mode of existence of theirs which was at once their
joy and their strength, sprang solely from the source of eternal energy:
the love with which they glowed. If, later on, victory should remain with
them, if they should some day leave behind them work of value and health
and happiness, it would be solely because they had possessed the power of
love and the courage to love freely, harvesting, in an ever-increasing
family, both the means of support and the means of conquest. And this
sudden conviction filled Mathieu with such a glow that he leant towards
his wife, who sat there deeply moved by what he said, and kissed her
ardently upon the lips. It was divine love passing like a flaming blast.
But she, though her own eyes were sparkling, laughingly scolded him,
saying: "Hush, hush, you will wake Gervais."
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