"What a pity it is," she continued, "that Norine is so obstinately
determined on getting rid of the baby, just as she got rid of the others.
This little fellow, it's true, cries so much that she has had to give him
the breast. But it's only for the time being; she says that she can't see
him starve while he remains near her. But it quite upsets me to think
that one can get rid of one's children; I had an idea of arranging things
very differently. You know that I want to leave my parents, don't you?
Well, I thought of renting a room and of taking my sister and her little
boy with me. I would show Norine how to cut out and paste up those little
boxes, and we might live, all three, happily together."
"And won't she consent?" asked Mathieu.
"Oh! she told me that I was mad; and there's some truth in that, for I
have no money even to rent a room. Ah! if you only knew how it distresses
me."
Mathieu concealed his emotion, and resumed in his quiet way: "Well, there
are rooms to be rented. And you would find a friend to help you. Only I
am much afraid that you will never persuade your sister to keep her
child, for I fancy that I know her ideas on that subject. A miracle would
be needed to change them."
Quick-witted as she was, Cécile darted a glance at him. The friend he
spoke of was himself. Good heavens would her dream come true? She ended
by bravely saying: "Listen, monsieur; you are so kind that you really
ought to do me a last favor. It would be to come with me and see Norine
at once. You alone can talk to her and prevail on her perhaps. But let us
walk slowly, for I am stifling, I feel so happy."
Mathieu, deeply touched, walked on beside her. They turned the corner of
the Rue de Miromesnil, and his own heart began to beat as they climbed
the stairs of Madame Bourdieu's establishment. Ten years ago! Was it
possible? He recalled everything that he had seen and heard in that
house. And it all seemed to date from yesterday, for the building had not
changed; indeed, he fancied that he could recognize the very grease-spots
on the doors on the various landings.
Following Cécile to Norine's room, he found Norine up and dressed, but
seated at the side of her bed and nursing her babe.
"What! is it you, monsieur?" she exclaimed, as soon as she recognized her
visitor. "It is very kind of Cécile to have brought you. Ah! _mon Dieu_
what a lot of things have happened since I last saw you! We are none of
us any the younger."
He scrutinized her, and she did indeed seem to him much aged. She was one
of those blondes who fade rapidly after their thirtieth year. Still, if
her face had become pasty and wore a weary expression, she remained
pleasant-looking, and seemed as heedless, as careless as ever.
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