Once in the brougham, Constance spoke but seldom to Charlotte, taking as
a pretext a violent headache which the prolonged lunch had increased.
With a weary air and her eyes half closed she began to reflect. After
Rose's death, and when little Christophe likewise had been carried off, a
revival of hope had come to her, for all at once she had felt quite young
again. But when she consulted Boutan on the matter he dealt her a final
blow by informing her that her hopes were quite illusive. Thus, for two
months now, her rage and despair had been increasing. That very morning
at that christening, and now in that carriage beside that young woman who
was again expecting to become a mother, it was this which poisoned her
mind, filled her with jealousy and spite, and rendered her capable of any
evil deed. The loss of her son, the childlessness to which she was
condemned, all threw her into a state of morbid perversity, fraught with
dreams of some monstrous vengeance which she dared not even confess to
herself. She accused the whole world of being in league to crush her. Her
husband was the most cowardly and idiotic of traitors, for he betrayed
her by letting some fresh part of the works pass day by day into the
hands of that fellow Blaise, whose wife no sooner lost a child than she
had another. She, Constance, was enraged also at seeing her husband so
gay and happy, since she had left him to his own base courses. He still
retained his air of victorious superiority, declaring that he had
remained unchanged, and there was truth in this; for though, instead of
being an active master as formerly, he now too often showed himself a
senile prowler, on the high road to paralysis, he yet continued to be a
practical egotist, one who drew from life the greatest sum of enjoyment
possible. He was following his destined road, and if he took to Blaise it
was simply because he was delighted to have found an intelligent,
hard-working young man who spared him all the cares and worries that were
too heavy for his weary shoulders, while still earning for him the money
which he needed for his pleasures. Constance knew that something in the
way of a partnership arrangement was about to be concluded. Indeed, her
husband must have already received a large sum to enable him to make good
certain losses and expenses which he had hidden from her. And closing her
eyes as the brougham rolled along, she poisoned her mind by ruminating
all these things, scarce able to refrain from venting her fury by
throwing herself upon that young woman Charlotte, well-loved and fruitful
spouse, who sat beside her.
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