Eighteen years had now already elapsed since Morange had lost his wife
Valérie; and nine had gone by since the death of his daughter Reine. Yet
it always seemed as if he were on the morrow of those disasters, for he
had retained his black garb, and still led a cloister-like, retired life,
giving utterance only to such words as were indispensable. On the other
hand, he had again become a good model clerk, a correct painstaking
accountant, very punctual in his habits, and rooted as it were to the
office chair in which he had taken his seat every morning for thirty
years past. The truth was that his wife and his daughter had carried off
with them all his will-power, all his ambitious thoughts, all that he had
momentarily dreamt of winning for their sakes--a large fortune and a
luxurious triumphant life. He, who was now so much alone, who had
relapsed into childish timidity and weakness, sought nothing beyond his
humble daily task, and was content to die in the shady corner to which he
was accustomed. It was suspected, however, that he led a mysterious
maniacal life, tinged with anxious jealousy, at home, in that flat of the
Boulevard de Grenelle which he had so obstinately refused to quit. His
servant had orders to admit nobody, and she herself knew nothing. If he
gave her free admittance to the dining- and drawing-rooms, he did not
allow her to set foot in his own bedroom, formerly shared by Valérie, nor
in that which Reine had occupied. He himself alone entered these
chambers, which he regarded as sanctuaries, of which he was the sole
priest. Under pretence of sweeping or dusting, he would shut himself up
in one or the other of them for hours at a time. It was in vain that the
servant tried to glance inside, in vain that she listened at the doors
when he spent his holidays at home; she saw nothing and heard nothing.
Nobody could have told what relics those chapels contained, nor with what
religious cult he honored them. Another cause of surprise was his
niggardly, avaricious life, which, as time went on, had become more and
more pronounced, in such wise that his only expenses were his rental of
sixteen hundred francs, the wages he paid to his servant, and the few
pence per day which she with difficulty extracted from him to defray the
cost of food and housekeeping. His salary had now risen to eight thousand
francs a year, and he certainly did not spend half of it. What became,
then, of his big savings, the money which he refused to devote to
enjoyment? In what secret hole, and for what purpose, what secret
passion, did he conceal it? Nobody could tell. But amid it all he
remained very gentle, and, unlike most misers, continued very cleanly in
his habits, keeping his beard, which was now white as snow, very
carefully tended. And he came to his office every morning with a little
smile on his face, in such wise that nothing in this man of regular
methodical life revealed the collapse within him, all the ashes and
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