"Oh! I beg you, I beg you, do not let him come again," she pleaded. "Find
some means; prevent him from coming here. It upsets me too dreadfully to
see him."
Mathieu, of course, could do nothing in this respect. After mature
reflection he realized that the great object of his efforts must be to
prevent Alexandre from discovering Beauchêne. What he had learnt of the
young man was so bad, so dreadful, that he wished to spare Constance the
pain and scandal of being blackmailed. He could see her blanching at the
thought of the ignominy of that lad whom she had so passionately desired
to find, and he felt ashamed for her sake, and deemed it more
compassionate and even necessary to bury the secret in the silence of the
grave. Still, it was only after a long fight with himself that he came to
this decision, for he felt that it was hard to have to abandon the
unhappy youth in the streets. Was it still possible to save him? He
doubted it. And besides, who would undertake the task, who would know how
to instil honest principles into that waif by teaching him to work? It
all meant yet another man cast overboard, forsaken amid the tempest, and
Mathieu's heart bled at the thought of condemning him, though he could
think of no reasonable means of salvation.
"My opinion," he said to Norine, "is that you should keep his father's
name from him for the present. Later on we will see. But just now I
should fear worry for everybody."
She eagerly acquiesced. "Oh! you need not be anxious," she responded. "I
have already told him that his father is dead. If I were to speak out
everything would fall on my shoulders, and my great desire is to be left
in peace in my corner with my little one."
With sorrowful mien Mathieu continued reflecting, unable to make up his
mind to utterly abandon the young man. "If he would only work, I would
find him some employment. And I would even take him on at the farm later,
when I should no longer have cause to fear that he might contaminate my
people. However, I will see what can be done; I know a wheelwright who
would doubtless employ him, and I will write to you in order that you may
tell him where to apply, when he comes back to see you."
"What? When he comes back!" she cried in despair. "So you think that he
will come back. O God! O God! I shall never be happy again."
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