"Don't ye mind _me_, July," he would say, when his spouse with anxious
face and deprecatory manner would waive her native fastidiousness and
aver that "she liked it." "Don't ye mind me, I admire to sit out yer.
I'm a heap more comfortable outer doors, and allus waz. I reckon the
smell might get into them curtings, and then--and then," added Gabriel,
quietly ignoring the look of pleased expostulation with which Mrs.
Conroy recognised this fancied recognition of her tastes, "and then
_Olly's friends and thet teacher_, not being round like you and me allez
and used to it, _they_ mightn't like it. And I've heerd that the smell
of nigger-head terbacker do git inter the strings of a pianner and
kinder stops the music. A pianner's a mighty cur'us thing. I've heerd
say they're as dilikit and ailin' ez a child. Look in 'em and see them
little strings a twistin' and crossin' each other like the reins of a
six mule team, and it 'tain't no wonder they gets mixed up often."
It was not Gabriel's way to notice his wife's manner very closely, but
if he had at that moment he might have fancied that there were other
instruments whose fine chords were as subject to irritation and
discordant disturbance. Perhaps only vaguely conscious of some womanish
sullenness on his wife's part, Gabriel would at such times disengage
himself as being the possible disorganising element, and lounge away.
His favourite place of resort was his former cabin, now tenantless and
in rapid decay, but which he had refused to dispose of, even after the
erection of his two later dwellings rendered it an unnecessary and
unsightly encumbrance of his lands. He loved to linger by the deserted
hearth and smoke his pipe in solitude, not from any sentiment, conscious
or unconscious, but from a force of habit, that was in this lonely man
almost as pathetic.
He may have become aware at this time that a certain growing disparity
of sentiment and taste which he had before noticed with a vague pain and
wonder, rendered his gradual separation from Olly a necessity of her
well-doing. He had indeed revealed this to her on several occasions with
that frankness which was natural to him. He had apologised with marked
politeness to her music teacher, who once invited him to observe Olly's
proficiency, by saying in general terms that he "took no stock in
chunes. I reckon it's about ez easy, Miss, if ye don't ring me in. Thet
chile's got to get on without thinkin' o' me--or my 'pinion--allowin' it
was wuth thinkin' on." Once meeting Olly walking with some older and
more fashionable school friends whom she had invited from Sacramento, he
had delicately avoided them with a sudden and undue consciousness of his
great bulk, and his slow moving intellect, painfully sensitive to what
seemed to him to be the preternatural quickness of the young people, and
turned into a by-path.
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