"I came here six years ago, a broken, ruined, and disgraced man. I had
no ambition but to hide myself from all who had known me, from that
brother whose wife I had stolen, and whose home I had broken up--from
you--you, Julie! you and your last lover--from the recollection of your
double treachery!" He had raised his voice here, but was checked by the
unflinching eye and cautionary gesture of the woman before him. "When
you abandoned me in St. Louis, I had no choice but death or a second
exile. I could not return to Switzerland, I could not live in the
sickening shadow of my crime and its bitter punishment. I came here. My
education, my knowledge of the language stood me in good stead. I might
have been a rich man, I might have been an influential one, but I only
used my opportunities for the bare necessaries of life and the means to
forget my trouble in dissipation. I became a drudge by day, a gambler by
night. I was always a gentleman. Men thought me crazy, an enthusiast,
but they learned to respect me. Traitor as I was in a larger trust, no
one doubted my honour or dared to question my integrity. But bah! what
is this to you? You!"
He would have turned from her again in very bitterness, but in the act
he caught her eye, and saw in it if not sympathy, at least a certain
critical admiration, that again brought him to her feet. For despicable
as this woman was, she was pleased at this pride in the man she had
betrayed, was gratified at the sentiment that lifted him above his dyed
hair and his pitiable foppery, and felt a certain honourable
satisfaction in the fact that, even after the lapse of years, he had
proved true to her own intuitions of him.
"I had been growing out of my despair, Julie," he went on, sadly; "I
was, or believed I was, forgetting my fault, forgetting even _you_, when
there came to me the news of my brother's death--by starvation. Listen
to me, Julie. One day there came to me for translation a document,
revealing the dreadful death of him--your husband, my brother--do you
hear?--by starvation! Driven from his home by shame, he had desperately
sought to hide himself as I had--accepted the hardship of
emigration--he, a gentleman and a man of letters--with the boors and
rabble of the plains, had shared their low trials and their vulgar
pains, and died among them, unknown and unrecorded."
"He died as he had lived," said Mrs. Conroy, passionately, "a traitor
and a hypocrite; he died following the fortunes of his paramour, an
uneducated, vulgar rustic, to whom, dying, he willed a fortune--this
girl--Grace Conroy. Thank God, I have the record! Hush! what's that?"
Whatever it was--a falling bough or the passing of some small animal in
the underbrush--it was past now. A dead silence enwrapped the two
solitary actors; they might have been the first man and the first woman,
so encompassed were they by Nature and solitude.
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