He threw a half-dollar on the counter, and with a quick, straight,
down-darting stab pierced it in halves. Mr. Ramirez was pleased, and
professed a desire to make the experiment himself. But the point
slipped, sending the half-dollar across the shop and cutting a long
splintering furrow in the counter. "Yer narves ain't steady. And ye try
too hard," said the man, coolly. "Thet's the way it's apt to be with you
gents. Ye jest work yourself up into a fever 'bout a little thing like
thet, ez if everything depended on it. Don't make sich a big thing of
it. Take it easy like this," and with a quick, firm, workmanlike stroke
the tradesman repeated the act successfully. Mr. Ramirez bought the
knife. As the man wrapped it up in paper, he remarked with philosophic
kindness--"I wouldn't try to do it agin this mornin'. It's early in the
day, and I've noticed thet gents ez hez been runnin' free all night
ain't apt to do theirselves justice next mornin'. Take it quietly alone
by yourself, this arternoon; don't think you're goin' to do anythin'
big, and you'll fetch it, sure!"
When Mr. Ramirez was in the street again he looked at his watch. Eleven
o'clock! Only one hour gone. He buttoned his coat tightly over the knife
in his breast pocket, and started on again feverishly. Twelve o'clock
found him rambling over the sand hills near the Mission Dolores. In one
of the by-streets he came upon a woman looking so like the one that
filled all his thoughts, that he turned to look at her again with a
glance so full of malevolence that she turned from him in terror. This
circumstance, his agitation, and the continual dryness of his lips sent
him into a saloon, where he drank freely, without, however, increasing
or abating his excitement. When he returned to the crowded streets again
he walked quickly, imagining that his manner was noticed by others, in
such intervals as he snatched from the contemplation of a single
intention. There were several ways of doing it. One was to tax her with
her deceit and then kill her in the tempest of his indignation. Another
and a more favourable thought was to surprise her and her new
accomplice--for Mr. Ramirez, after the manner of most jealous reasoners,
never gave her credit for any higher motive than that she had shown to
him--and kill them both. Another and a later idea was to spend the
strength of his murderous passion upon the man, and then to enjoy her
discomfiture, the failure of her plans, and perhaps her appeals for
forgiveness. But it would still be two days before he could reach them.
Perhaps they were already married. Perhaps they would be gone! In all
this wild, passionate, and tumultuous contemplation of an effect, there
never had been for a single moment in his mind the least doubt of the
adequacy of the cause. That he was a _dupe_,--a hopeless, helpless
dupe,--was sufficient. Since he had read the letter, his
self-consciousness had centred upon a single thought, expressed to him
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