But the overture wavers to its close, and her soul hears far off the
voice of the coming Spirit. A deeper light shines in the strangely
introverted eyes,--the look as of one listening intently to a distant
melody which no one else can hear,--the look of one to whom the room
and the people and the presence are but a dream, and past and future
centre on the far-off song. Slowly she raises her instrument. I
almost shudder to see the tawny wood touching her white shoulder; yet
that cannot be common or unclean which she so loves and carries with
almost a caress. Still intent, she raises the bow with a slow sweep,
as were a wand of divination. Nearer and nearer comes the heavenly
voice, pouring around her a flood of mystic melody. And now at last it
breaks upon our ears,--softly at first, only a sweet faint echo from
that other sphere, but deepening, strengthening, conquering,--now
rising on the swells of a controlling passion, now sinking into the
depths with its low wail of pain; exultant, scornful, furious, in the
glad outburst of opening joy and the fierce onslaught of strength;
crowned, sceptred, glorious in garland and singing-robes, throned in
the high realms of its inheritance, a kingdom of boundless scope and
ever new delights: then sweeping down through the lower world with
diminishing rapture, rapture lessening into astonishment, astonishment
dying into despair, it gathers up the passion and the pain, the blight
and woe and agony; all garnered joys are scattered. Evil supplants the
good. Hope dies, love pales, and faith is faint and wan. But every
death has its moaning ghost, pale spectre of vanished loves. Oh,
fearful revenge of the outraged soul! The mysterious, uncomprehended,
incomprehensible soul! The irrepressible, unquenchable, immortal soul,
whose every mark is everlasting! Every secret sin committed against it
cries out from the house-tops. Cunning may strive to conceal, will may
determine to smother, love may fondly whisper, "It does not hurt"; but
the soul will not BE outraged. Somewhere, somehow, when and where you
least expect, unconscious, perhaps, to its owner, unrecognized by the
many, visible only to the clear vision, somewhere, somehow, the soul
bursts asunder its bonds. It is but a little song, a tripping of the
fingers over the keys, a drawing of the bow across the strings,--only
that! Only that? It is the protest of the wronged and ignored soul.
It is the outburst of the pent and prisoned soul. All the ache and
agony, all the secret wrong and silent endurance, all the rejected love
and wounded trust and slighted truth, all the riches wasted, all the
youth poisoned, all the hope trampled, all the light darkened,--all
meet and mingle in a mad whirl of waters. They surge and lash and
rage, a wild storm of harmony. Barriers are broken. Circumstance is
not. The soul! the soul! the soul! the wronged and fettered soul! the
freed and royal soul! It alone is king. Lift up your heads, O ye
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