You are "getting into years." Yes, but the years are getting into
you,--the ripe, rich years, the genial, mellow years, the lusty,
luscious years. One by one the crudities of your youth are falling off
from you,--the vanity, the egotism, the isolation, the bewilderment,
the uncertainty. Nearer and nearer you are approaching yourself. You
are consolidating your forces. You are becoming master of the
situation. Every wrong road into which you have wandered has brought
you, by the knowledge of that mistake, so much closer to the truth.
You no longer draw your bow at a venture, but shoot straight at the
mark. Your purposes concentrate, and your path is cleared. On the
ruins of shattered plans you find your vantage-ground. Your broken
hopes, your thwarted schemes, your defeated aspirations, become a staff
of strength with which you mount to sublimer heights. With
self-possession and self-command return the possession and the command
of all things. The title-deed of creation, forfeited, is reclaimed.
The king has come to his own again. Earth and sea and sky pour out
their largess of love. All the past crowds down to lay its treasures
at your feet. Patriotism stands once more in the breach at
Thermopylae,--bears down the serried hosts of Bannockburn,--lays its
calm hand in the fire, still, as if it felt the pressure of a mother's
lips,--gathers to its heart the points of opposing spears, to make a
way for the avenging feet behind. All that the ages have of greatness
and glory your hand may pluck, and every year adds to the purple
vintage. Every year comes laden with the riches of the lives that were
lavished on it. Every year brings to you softness and sweetness and
strength. Every year evokes order from confusion, till all things find
scope and adjustment. Every year sweeps a broader circle for your
horizon, grooves a deeper channel for your experience. Through sun and
shade and shower you ripen to a large and liberal life.
Yours is the deep joy, the unspoken fervor, the sacred fury of the
fight. Yours is the power to redress wrong, to defend the weak, to
succor the needy, to relieve the suffering, to confound the oppressor.
While vigor leaps in great tidal pulses along your veins, you stand in
the thickest of the fray, and broadsword and battle-axe come crashing
down through helmet and visor. When force has spent itself; you
withdraw from the field, your weapons pass into younger hands, you rest
under your laurels, and your works do follow you. Your badges are the
scars of your honorable wounds. Your life finds its vindication in the
deeds which you have wrought. The possible tomorrow has become the
secure yesterday. Above the tumult and the turbulence, above the
struggle and the doubt, you sit in the serene evening, awaiting your
promotion.
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