Gaut Gurley; Or, the Trappers of Umbagog: A Tale of Border LifeThompson, Daniel P. (Daniel Pierce)
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Gaut Gurley; Or, the Trappers of Umbagog: A Tale of Border Life
Thompson, Daniel P. (Daniel Pierce)
Frontier and pioneer life -- Fiction; Maine -- Fiction; Trappers -- Fiction
and all know, likewise, that the ties of love are but gossamer threads,
which a word may rupture, a breath shake, and even the power of unpleasant
associations destroy. Still, is there not one hope,--the hope that this
thread, hitherto so blissfully uniting our hearts, subtle and attenuated as
it is, may yet be preserved unbroken, if we suffer no opinion, no word, no
syllable to escape our lips, respecting the unfortunate affair that is
embroiling our parents; if we wholly deny ourselves the pleasure of that
social intercourse which, to _me_, at least, has thus far made this
wilderness an Eden of delight? But can it be thus preserved, if we keep up
that intercourse, as in the sunshine of our love,--those pleasant,
fleeting, rosy months, when I was so happy, O so very happy, in the
feelings of the present and the prospects of the future? No, no, it is not
possible, it is not possible for you to come here, and encounter my father
in such a mood, and then return and receive the upbraidings of your own,
that you are joining or upholding the house of his foes. It is not possible
for you to do this, and your heart receive no jar, and mine no fears or
suspicions of its continued fealty. I dare not risk it. Then do not,
dearest Claud, O do not come here, at least for the present. Perhaps my
dark forebodings, that our connection is not to be blessed for our future
happiness, may be groundless. Perhaps the storm that now so darkly hangs
over us may pass harmlessly away. Perhaps this painful and perplexing
misunderstanding--as I trust in Heaven's mercy it only is--may yet be
placed in a light which will admit of a full reconciliation between our
respective families. But, till then, let our relations to each other stand,
if you feel disposed to let them, precisely as we left them at our last
mournfully happy parting; for, till then, though it break my heart, I could
never, never consent to a renewal of our intercourse. Have I said enough,
and not too much? I could not, under the almost insupportable weight of
grief, fear, and anxiety, that is distracting my brain, and crushing my
poor heart,--I could not say less, I dare not say more. O Claud, Claud, why
has this dreadful cloud come over us? O, pray that it may be speedily
removed, and once more let in, on our pained and perplexed hearts, the
sunshine of their former happiness. Dearest Claud, good-by; don't come, but
don't forget.
"AVIS."
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