Gaut Gurley; Or, the Trappers of Umbagog: A Tale of Border LifeThompson, Daniel P. (Daniel Pierce)
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Gaut Gurley; Or, the Trappers of Umbagog: A Tale of Border Life
Thompson, Daniel P. (Daniel Pierce)
Frontier and pioneer life -- Fiction; Maine -- Fiction; Trappers -- Fiction
"MRS. ELWOOD, MY FRIEND,--Our Mr. Phillips has been here, and told us all
that has happened in your settlement. Mrs. Elwood, I am greatly troubled at
the loss your family suffer, with the rest of the hunters, but still more
troubled and fearful for your husband and your noble son, about what may
grow out of the quarrel with that dark man. My father knew him, time long
past, and said there would be mischief done the company, when we heard he
was going with them. I hope Mr. Elwood will keep out of his way; and I
hope, Claud,--O, I cannot write the thought. Mrs. Elwood, I am very
unhappy. I sometimes wish your brave and noble son had suffered me to go
down and be lost in the dark, wild waters of those fearful rapids. By the
goodness of my white father, whom I am proud to hope you may some time see
with me in your settlement, I have all the comforts and indulgences that a
heart at ease could desire; warm, carpeted rooms, dress, books, company,
smooth flatterers, who mean little, it may be, together with _real_
friends, who mean much, and prove it by actions, which do not, like words,
ever deceive. And yet, Mrs. Elwood, they are all now without any charms for
me. My heart is in your settlement. The grand old forest, and the bright
lake, were always things of beauty for me, before I saw _him_; but now,
when associated _with_ him,--O, Mrs. Elwood, if I did not know you had
something of what I meant should forever be kept secret from all but the
Great Eye, in your keeping, and if you had not made me feel you would be my
discreet friend, and keep it as safe from all as an unspoken thought, I
would not for worlds write what I have, and what I every moment find my pen
on the point of writing more fully. O, how I wish I could make you
understand, without words, what I feel,--how I grieve over what I almost
know must be vain hopes, and vainer visions of happiness! You have
sometimes had, it may be, very bright, delightful dreams, which seemed to
bring you all your heart desired; and then you suddenly awoke, and found
all had vanished, leaving you dark and sad with disappointment and regret.
If you have, you may fancy what my thoughts are undergoing every hour of
the day. O, how my heart is drawn away towards you! I often feel that I
must fly up, like a bird, to be there. I should come now, but for what
might be thought. I shall certainly be there in early spring. I can't stay
away, though I may come only to see what I could bear less easy than these
haunting, troubled fancies. Mrs. Elwood, adieu. You won't show this, or
breathe a word about it,--I know you won't; you could not be so cruel as
that. Mrs. Elwood, may I not sign myself your friend? FLUELLA."
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