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"Oh, he is young--he will get over it," said Lossie. "I never
pretended to care for him, and as to suffering, haven't _I_ gone
through enough?"
"And pray," said Gay, who felt a great desire to turn head over heels
a great many times in rapid succession, just as she had done when she
was a child, "when is Carlton going to tell me that he has--has"--she
pretended to weep--"jilted me?"
For a moment Lossie turned away; already she was a better woman as
she said:
"Gay, he knew that you loved Chris too much for there to be the
smallest scrap of love in your heart left over for _him_. He said
that life without love was like the sky without sun--that he had been
a selfish brute to think he could make you happier than Chris could."
"He's quite right," said Gay, who had recovered all her good looks in
a moment, and with them the old charm and _gaieté de cœur_ that
had so distinguished her, "and if you'll get Mr. Rensslaer to show
you his sculpture and medals presently, and leave Carlton and me
together, I'll just tell him that he's a dear--and that I love him."
Gay never told Chris, nor Carlton Lossie, what was said during that
brief interview in the Elsinore drawing-room; but Gay, to her shame,
realised then, how consistently Carlton had played the game of love,
how if he had been greedy once, he had sacrificed himself twice over
for her, and tears fell from her eyes that night, before she dropped
into the first dreamless slumber she had known for months.
The Professor was delighted that her home with him was to remain her
home still, and everyone was happy except George Conant and Chris.
The latter knew nothing of the change of partners, and went slogging
away at his failures and successes, seemingly quite unable to break
his neck, though he took every opportunity of trying to do so. Even
when he _did_ hear the news, he made no comment, lowered his proud
shield of reserve to no man or woman either. It was no affair of
his, when Gay had "chucked" him; she had done it for once and all,
and he did not go near her.
There was not an ounce of vice in Chris, but she had sent him further
on the road to the devil than anyone but himself, and perhaps Mrs.
Summers knew, and the devoted old woman waxed more bitter against Gay
day by day. It did not require the removal of certain photographs
from his rooms, to indicate who was responsible for the change in him.
"As if, knowing how he misses his mother, she oughtn't to stand by
him through everything," said Mrs. Summers indignantly to herself,
and tried hard to make it up to her dear Mr. Chris in extra
attention. But it did not seem to do him much good; he was beginning
to think that there was a curse upon him, and that is a fatal thing
for a man, making him sometimes reckless, sometimes bad, but seldom
mentally, morally, or physically better.
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