The monk turned again to the bedside, and drawing from under his robe an
illuminated missal, held up before the child’s face one of the pictures.
"My son, seest thou this Agnus Dei, the Lamb of God?"
"God’s lamb?" said the child dreamily. "I know he is the Good Shepherd;
but tell me, doesn’t a shepherd sometimes forget one poor little lamb,
and leave it out on the mountains alone, with the wind roaring, and the
snow falling, to die?"
The monk only shook his head, and turned to a picture of the
crucifixion.
"I know! I know!" cried Hubert, roused almost to eagerness. "He died
for you and me, for us all, and so we are safe; his precious blood is on
me, and all my sins are forgiven; nothing else is wanted. I am his
little lamb, as he is the Lamb of God; and he cannot forget one for whom
he suffered so much. He will soon turn back on his way and take me up
in his bosom, and I shall be so warm while he is carrying me home! But
the rocks are so cold and hard! Do you think he will soon remember me,
and come?"
Father Paul’s stern features were working with emotion; perhaps it was
to hide this that he bent lower down over the child and felt again his
forehead and hands.
"Are you a minister?" said Hubert, suddenly looking up into his face.
"I wish you would tell me some of Jesus’ words, you know so much better
than I do. Tell me about the Bridegroom coming in the night, and being
all ready."
Poor Father Paul! In all his long life--for the hair left by the
tonsure was already beginning to turn gray--he had never heard those
sweet, solemn words in his mother tongue, and so hastily and carelessly
had he repeated them in Latin when the service required it, that he
could not recollect them now. Instead, he commenced a prayer in Latin
but Hubert interrupted him:
"Not now, please; my head is so bad I cannot say my Latin task now.
Geoffrey, just say one verse before I go to sleep."
Geoffrey rose in an instant, and pushing the monk away, knelt at his
brother’s side and repeated the whole passage.
"Ready, ready," murmured the boy; "yes, I think I am ready. I wish he
would come to-night. I know it is only to trust in Jesus, and I think I
do that. I am very glad, for that brings peace now, when everything
else is so full of pain and weariness. Are _you_ ready too?" He lifted
his large, earnest eyes full in the face of the ecclesiastic.
Father Paul turned abruptly and left the room. He drew each bolt and
bar with energy as he fastened the door behind him, as though by closing
that oaken portal he could shut out certain new and very painful
thoughts which had arisen in his mind; but it had no such effect; and
thinking perhaps that a little fresh air might blow away such dungeon
damps, he procured the key which Phoebe had just found suspended in its
usual place, and with his cowl drawn over his face paced for some time
the little garden.
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