George Borrow: The Man and His BooksThomas, Edward
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George Borrow: The Man and His Books
Thomas, Edward
Borrow, George, 1803-1881
publishers." In one place Borrow says: "I am, of course, nothing to her,
but she is mistaken in thinking she is nothing to me." Borrow represents
himself as tyrannically imposing himself upon the girl as teacher of
Armenian, enlivening the instruction with the one mild _double entendre_,
of "I decline a mistress." At times they seem on terms of as perfect
good fellowship as ever was, with a touch of post-matrimonial
indifference; but Isopel had fits of weeping and Borrow of listlessness.
Borrow was uncommonly fond of prophetic tragic irony. As he made
Thurtell unconsciously suggest to the reader his own execution, so he
makes Isopel say one day when she is going a journey: "I shall return
once more." Lavengro starts but thinks no more of it.
While she was away he began to think: "I began to think, 'What was likely
to be the profit of my present way of life; the living in dingles, making
pony and donkey shoes, conversing with Gypsy-women under hedges, and
extracting from them their odd secrets?' What was likely to be the
profit of such a kind of life, even should it continue for a length of
time?--a supposition not very probable, for I was earning nothing to
support me, and the funds with which I had entered upon this life were
gradually disappearing. I was living, it is true, not unpleasantly,
enjoying the healthy air of heaven; but, upon the whole, was I not sadly
misspending my time? Surely I was; and, as I looked back, it appeared to
me that I had always been doing so. What had been the profit of the
tongues which I had learned? had they ever assisted me in the day of
hunger? No, no! it appeared to me that I had always misspent my time,
save in one instance, when by a desperate effort I had collected all the
powers of my imagination, and written the 'Life of Joseph Sell'; but even
when I wrote the 'Life of Sell,' was I not in a false position? Provided
I had not misspent my time, would it have been necessary to make that
effort, which, after all, had only enabled me to leave London, and wander
about the country for a time? But could I, taking all circumstances into
consideration, have done better than I had? With my peculiar temperament
and ideas, could I have pursued with advantage the profession to which my
respectable parents had endeavoured to bring me up? It appeared to me
that I could not, and that the hand of necessity had guided me from my
earliest years, until the present night in which I found myself seated in
the dingle, staring on the brands of the fire. But ceasing to think of
the past which, as irrecoverably gone, it was useless to regret, even
were there cause to regret it, what should I do in future? Should I
write another book like the 'Life of Joseph Sell;' take it to London, and
offer it to a publisher? But when I reflected on the grisly sufferings
which I had undergone whilst engaged in writing the 'Life of Sell,' I
shrank from the idea of a similar attempt; moreover, I doubted whether I
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