Gerald Eversley's Friendship: A Study in Real LifeWelldon, J. E. C. (James Edward Cowell)
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Gerald Eversley's Friendship: A Study in Real Life
Welldon, J. E. C. (James Edward Cowell)
Endowed public schools (Great Britain) -- Fiction; Friendship in youth -- Fiction
All unbelief begins in a distrust of the goodness of God. To be able
to say ‘I believe in God’ is to have a religion, nay, if the truth be
told, it is to have all religion. That majestic article of belief is
so high a triumph over the apparent faults, schisms, lapses, miseries,
agonies of Nature, that he whose heart can say ‘I believe that God is
good’ is prepared for other beliefs as developments of that.
Consider how great a belief it is--great in its difficulty, great in
its august beneficence. ‘I believe in the All-Good,’ or, as Christ
put it, ‘I believe in God the Father.’ Marvellous it is that _Theist_
or _Deist_ should have been a term used reproachfully. To believe
in a superintending gracious Providence; to believe that in life’s
sorrowful straits an Everlasting Eye oversees us, an Almighty Voice
still bids us be of cheer; to believe that there is a soul of goodness
in things evil, that life is a riddle of which the key is held in
divine invisible hands, and that we see as yet but a fragment of the
scheme that extends from eternity to eternity--is not this the heart
of religion? is it not a solace, guidance, discipline of the soul? ‘I
marvel,’ says Gerald Eversley in one of his letters, ‘that the mere
faith in God, apart from prophets, priests, mediators, revealers, has
not exercised a more sacred, divine influence among men. But I marvel
yet more at the tenacious strength with which men in all ages and in
all quarters of the world have adhered to that belief, so antithetical
as it is to moral experience. The warrant of it lies not, methinks,
in the phenomena of Nature or Life. It lies in the constitution of
the human heart. _Fecisti nos ad Te_, as St. Augustine says, _et cor
nostrum inquietum est donec requiescat in Te_. We cling to the faith
in God, not because it is open to no objection, but because, when our
vision is clearest, not chequered or distorted by pride, passion,
cupidity, self-deception, no other faith than that is possible. I
believe in God.’
When Gerald Eversley in his lonely meditations found that the
belief in God (which he had always taken as axiomatic) was gravely
questioned, it was as though the earth were quaking under his feet.
The extinguishing of the sun or moon in the heaven would not be a
more terrible shock than is the loss of God to a young soul. It is
altogether desolate if bereft of Him. It is so trustful, so generous,
so positive; it leans so hard upon its faiths, and is so sure of their
ability to endure whatever assault of criticism may be opposed to them,
that to lose aught is to lose all; and, when the faith in God fails,
the man, from a sentiment of having been abused and cheated, plunges
many a time headlong into sin. Oh! the pity that God should fail men in
their bitter need of Him!
I find this passage in one of Gerald Eversley’s papers, written, it
would seem, not long after the date of his leaving St. Anselm’s. It is
like much that men have thought and written since the world was.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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