Gerald Eversley's Friendship: A Study in Real LifeWelldon, J. E. C. (James Edward Cowell)
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Gerald Eversley's Friendship: A Study in Real Life
Welldon, J. E. C. (James Edward Cowell)
Endowed public schools (Great Britain) -- Fiction; Friendship in youth -- Fiction
The church was crowded with the villagers all dressed in mourning. At
the words ‘Earth to earth, ashes to ashes, dust to dust,’ the bishop’s
voice broke down, and it was as though a sob arose from all that
multitude.
When the mourners of the family had withdrawn, many lingered around
the grave, weeping. It was growing dark before the last mourner went
home. The coffin was covered with wreaths and crosses. At the lych-gate
two women, farmers’ wives, who had a long-standing quarrel, chanced to
meet, and, hardly realising what they were doing, one of them clasped
the other’s hand, saying fervently amidst her tears, ‘She loved us all.’
Lord Venniker and Harry sobbed like children, standing by the grave.
Gerald alone remained unmoved, as if insensible.
On his return to the Hall he went to his bedroom and locked the door.
A packet of letters was waiting for him on the table. He looked at the
envelopes and put them down, all except one. It was in the handwriting
of Mr. Selby.
Just as he was about to open it there came a gentle knock at the door,
and the voice of the old family butler was heard inquiring if he could
do anything for him. Gerald answered, ‘Nothing.’ He heard the butler’s
steps returning along the passage, and it seemed that the butler
stopped once not far from the door and listened.
Gerald opened Mr. Selby’s letter and read it. It was written on
black-edged paper. At one place the paper was blistered a little,
as if a tear had fallen upon it; but that might be fancy. Mr. Selby
wrote that, being away from home, he had only just heard of Gerald’s
bereavement. It was so terrible, so personal, that he feared to intrude
upon it, even by a word of sympathy. But Gerald would forgive him for
writing. He could never forgive himself if he did not write. And there
was something (he said) which seemed to give him perhaps a title to
write such a letter; something beyond the privilege of friendship,
something which he had never told to anyone at St. Anselm’s. Nobody
knew it, nobody guessed it. (Perhaps that was not quite so, Mr. Selby.)
‘Many years ago,’ he went on, ‘it was my own blessed privilege to know
and love one so much higher than myself in life and character, that
now, after all those years, I can only wonder how it was ever permitted
me to win her love. We were going to be married soon. She died. O my
dear Eversley, may not my affliction minister to yours? The world has
not been the same to me since then; it can never be. There is not a day
of my life when I do not dwell upon her memory, and in the thought and
hope of seeing her again death has lost for me its sting.’ It was idle,
Mr. Selby’s letter proceeded to say, to seek to minimise such sorrows;
it was only the base or the shallow who could forget the past, or live
as if it had not been; but God, who is all-merciful, did send with
human grief the grace to bear it, and at last the consciousness of a
blessing underlying it. ‘And what inspiration of good,’ said Mr. Selby,
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