Gerald Eversley's Friendship: A Study in Real LifeWelldon, J. E. C. (James Edward Cowell)
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Gerald Eversley's Friendship: A Study in Real Life
Welldon, J. E. C. (James Edward Cowell)
Endowed public schools (Great Britain) -- Fiction; Friendship in youth -- Fiction
Very different was the case of Gerald Eversley. It was not that he
was ever involved in a serious trouble. He was not a boy who incurred
or deserved punishment. But there was nothing in him that attracted
popular favour. It was reported in the school that he was ‘awfully
clever.’ It was beyond dispute that he was ‘a dreadful sap.’ Some
of the more discerning boys or masters may have ventured upon the
prediction which can hardly be considered as unduly hazardous that ‘he
would do something some day.’ But that ‘something,’ if it were destined
to be done, would be apparently as far away from the sympathy as from
the ambition of other boys. His tastes were not theirs. He lived in a
different world from them. They were glad sometimes to avail themselves
of his assistance, and I am afraid they availed themselves of it rather
freely, in the preparation of their lessons; for his knowledge was
multifarious, and it was believed that he had once or twice proved
capable of answering questions which had puzzled Mr. Brandiston
himself; but an oracle is not consulted except for a special purpose,
and, when it is not required, it is treated with indifference. So it
was with Gerald Eversley. Perhaps there is no isolation like that of
a sensitive spirit surrounded by others which never come into contact
or sympathy with it at all. It is what Byron has described in some
memorable lines.
Gerald Eversley was not unhappy in his isolation, of which others
were more conscious than himself. He had always led a lonely life
(except for the society of his father), and it was no surprise to him
or disappointment that his life should be lonely now. Besides he had
his consolations, as the lonely often have. There is a pleasure in
solitude itself. The old Roman was not wrong in his assertion ‘that he
was never less lonely than when he was alone.’ There is a pleasure even
in being misunderstood, though it is a pleasure that belongs to age,
when the heart is soured a little and has become cynical, rather than
to youth. But Gerald was old beyond his years. When his schoolfellows
were at cricket or football he went for a walk, if he took any exercise
at all, his eyesight disqualifying him for games. He was clever, and
always high in his form; but he derived less pleasure from his high
place than others who had striven for it more anxiously. The beautiful
library of St. Anselm’s is known to all visitors, and there in a corner
of the great oriel window he sat for hours, never looking at the view
of the wide champaign that stretches beneath it, but scanning books of
all kinds--novels, travels, biographies (of which he was especially
fond), poetry, books of science (particularly archæology) and art,
even sermons and books of controversial divinity. Whatever he read he
assimilated. I do not mean that it was all remembered, but it soaked
down into his mind and became a reservoir of knowledge upon which he
would draw in hours of need. He realised what so few who are young,
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