Gerald Eversley's Friendship: A Study in Real LifeWelldon, J. E. C. (James Edward Cowell)
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Gerald Eversley's Friendship: A Study in Real Life
Welldon, J. E. C. (James Edward Cowell)
Endowed public schools (Great Britain) -- Fiction; Friendship in youth -- Fiction
Yet Gerald Eversley was not left to fight his way in
the school without any appreciation from the masters. The sympathy
for which he longed he did not find in his house master. But he found
it, by a strange event, in a young master with whom he had never been
brought into official connection--Mr. Selby. No story of St. Anselm’s
in the years of Mr. Selby’s mastership would be complete without some
reference to him. He was not a man whose name was known outside St.
Anselm’s. He did not wish to be known. He evaded society. He lived
in lodgings in the village, having only three rooms. It was believed
that he was poor, that he made himself poor; some said by supporting
a large family of nephews and nieces, whose father had gone bankrupt;
others said by giving large sums to charitable institutions. It was
believed, too, that at some time of his life he had gone through a
great sorrow; nobody knew what the sorrow was or when it happened,
nor did Mr. Selby ever allude to it; but it was noticed that he always
wore a black hatband, and that sometimes, when the conversation was gay
at dinner parties or on other festive occasions (if he ever attended
them), he would become suddenly silent, and a look of pain would pass
over his face; then he would collect himself by a forcible effort,
and plunge into conversation again. The boys all felt a deep respect
for him as for one who had passed through the shadows of the dark
valley which they knew not. They often went to him--he encouraged
them to go--when they were in trouble. They were sure that he was
their friend. He stood nearer to them than other masters. They felt
that, if he could do them any service at the cost of a great personal
sacrifice, he would not shrink from doing it. They knew, or at least it
was the common belief, that he prayed for them. I think the knowledge
of a master’s intercession has a wonderful effect even upon rough and
coarse boy-natures. They could not help noticing that in chapel, when
the sermon was over and the boys and masters rose from their knees
almost immediately, Mr. Selby would remain kneeling often until the
chapel was nearly emptied, his face (when it was not hidden in his
hands) illumined with a spiritual radiance, and his manner showing the
absorption of one whose soul was prostrated by the realisation of the
Awful Divine Presence. Mr. Selby was a bachelor and a clergyman.
Gerald’s introduction to Mr. Selby happened in this way. He was
sitting one day alone in the library, when Mr. Selby came in. Gerald
had a book in his hands as usual, but he was not reading it; he had
let it fall on to his knees. He was looking straight before him,
meditating upon something that had lately occurred in the house. Mr.
Selby, while taking a book from its shelf, caught sight of his face.
He went up to him--his power of sympathy had given him an almost
intuitive understanding of boys’ thoughts, especially when they were
troubled--and said,
‘Is not your name Eversley?’
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