women, my dear Demetrius. She is a Jewess of the most orthodox
family in Moscow, and therein lies the crux of the situation. (I
am not playing upon words, but the phrase is doubly significant
here.) Of course Paul has not the slightest idea I know all
this; but of course I have had it from his hot lips all the
same. As far as I have been able to piece his broken utterances
together, they have had some stolen love passages, each followed
by swift remorse on both sides, and--another furtive love
passage. Paul has been comparing himself to St. Anthony, and
even to Jesus, when Satan, _ce chef admirable_, spread a
first-class dinner in the wilderness. But the poor lad must have
suffered much behind all his heroics. And what his final
resolution to give her up cost him is pretty evident. I suppose
he must have told you of it in that letter. Isn't it the oddest
thing in the world? Rachel Jacobvina is the girl's name, and her
people keep a clothes' store round the corner, and her father is
the Parnass (you will remember what that means) of his
synagogue. She is a sweet little thing; and Paul evidently has a
taste for other _belles_ than _belles-lettres_. From what you
told me of him I fully expected this sort of thing. The poor
fellow is looking at me now from among his iced bandages with a
piteous air of resignation to the will of Nicholas
Alexandrovitch in bringing him back to this world of trouble
when he already felt his wings sprouting. Poor Paul! He little
dreams what I am writing; but he will get over this, and marry
some fair, blue-eyed Circassian with corresponding tastes in
fasting, and an enthusiastic longing for the Kingdom of God,
when the year shall be a perpetual Lent. In his failure to
realize history, he thinks it a crime to adore a Jewish virgin,
though he spends half his time in adoring the Madonna. How
shocked he would be if I pointed this out! People who look
through ecclesiastical spectacles so rarely realize that the
Holy Family was a Jewish one. But my pen is running away with
me, and our patient looks thirsty. _Proshchaï_.
"NICHOLAS."
"P.S.--There is not the slightest danger of a relapse unless the
image of this diabolical girl comes before him again. And I
keep his attention distracted. Besides, he had finally conquered
his passion. This illness was at once the seal and the witness
of his unchangeable resolve. I have heard him repeat the terms
of the letter of farewell he sent her. It was final."
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