Gideon's Band: A Tale of the MississippiCable, George Washington
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Gideon's Band: A Tale of the Mississippi
Cable, George Washington
Mississippi River -- Fiction
True, the clearness of channel--this channel in the upper air--was not
absolute, but its obstacles nettled mostly the pilots. To Ramsey, even
to Hugh, obstacles were almost welcome, as enabling them to show to a
prying world that nothing beyond the grayest commonplace was occurring
between them. One such interruption was the upcoming and passing of Mrs.
Gilmore and the physician to the sick-room and the cub pilot's parting
with them to join the younger pair. The boy found Hugh confessing that
he should not know exactly how to word Phyllis's "free papers" but
adding that the first clerk would be pleased to make them out at once if
Ramsey's eagerness so dictated. It did, and presently the modest
intruder was hurrying away on a double errand: to bear this confidential
request to the clerk and then to seek the Brothers Ambrosia and with
them and the two under-clerks arrange for the evening performance, the
giving of which, however, Ramsey insisted, must depend on the captain's
condition when evening should come.
"Wish it were here now," she said as they watched the messenger go.
"Don't you?"
"I could," he replied, "but it will be here soon enough."
The conversation which followed remained in their memory through years
of separation.
She spoke again in her new tone: "You think your father will get well,
don't you?"
"No, Ramsey."
At those words her heart did two things at once: stopped on the first,
rebounded on the second. But it fell again as he added: "I fear I must
lose my father to-night."
She stood mute, looking into his eyes and pondering every light and
shadow of the severe young face that to her seemed so imperially unlike
all others. "He's great," she said in her heart. "And he loves with his
greatness. Loves even his father that way; not as I love mine or love
anybody, or ever shall or can, or could wish to, unless I were a man and
as great as him--he. I never could have dreamt of any one loving me that
way, but if any ever should I'd worship him." Suddenly her sympathy rose
high.
"Oh, why not just think to yourself: 'He _will_ live'?"
"Why should I? Should I be fit to live myself if I were not true to
myself?"
"You are! You always are!"
"No one can be who isn't truthful to himself."
Ramsey gazed again. A sense of his suffering benumbed her, and for
relief she asked: "Is that why you don't wish it were evening, when
really you do?"
He smiled. "I can't wish the sun to get out of my way. That's what it
would mean, isn't it?"
She fell to thinking what it meant. All at once she pointed: "That's the
First Chickasaw Bluff.... Yes, I s'pose it does mean that.... It's
terrible how thoughtless I am."
"It doesn't terrify me. I promise you it never shall."
Was he making game of her? She narrowed her lids and looked at him
sidewise. No, plainly he was not; so plainly that she took refuge in
another question. "Don't you like night better than day sometimes?"
"I do, often."
"Why?"
"For one thing, we can see so much farther."
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