Gilead Balm, knight errant : $b His adventures in search of the truthCapes, Bernard
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Gilead Balm, knight errant : $b His adventures in search of the truth
Capes, Bernard
Detective and mystery stories, English; English fiction -- 20th century
No one who has not lusted after a particular print, book, carving, or
any rare and costly work of art, nor felt in himself the processes of
that mania which, beginning in a studiously qualified desire for the
object, mounts swiftly through growing apprehensions of rival desires
to an unqualified and reckless passion to secure it, can possibly
enter into his feelings. Those grew acute with the hours; and, as the
following morning wore on, neighboured on hysteria. Still he fought
for sanity, held himself tight, and when the time came, obliged
himself to face the dreary ordeal of lunch. In the midst, the Haronobu
suddenly rose before him, stupendous, irresistible, and blocked all
his field of moral vision. He must have it, he decided, at any price.
He glanced at the clock, rose, snatched his hat, and, palpitating all
through, rushed for the Auction room. It was packed, and he could
barely gain the door. As he did so, he heard the voice of the
auctioneer proclaiming Lot 40--but one step, and that the wrong way,
removed from the object of his desire. The immortal print was that
moment sold. Whether for rapture or despair his fate was cast.
With that recognition of the inevitable, reason, if only temporary,
returned to him, and he to his office. He thought his brief dementia
over, and contented himself with despatching a telegram to the expert,
asking if he had been so fortunate as to acquire for him the print in
question. The answer--it only arrived after an unconscionable
interval--completely prostrated him.
“_Regret sold at fifty._”
The world was darkened; heaven eclipsed; for the moment life itself
seemed hardly worth living. The virtuoso will understand better than
I can explain.
Gilead, in a state of profound depression, sought out Mr Desmund the
next morning.
“You were right,” he said, “and I was a fool.” (I think he emphasised
it)
It comforted him only partially to find that every other one of his
bids had been successful. He received the parcel in a gloomy silence.
His collection, minus the Haronobu, seemed little better than trash
and vanity.
“Who got it--do you know?” he asked drearily.
Mr Desmund shook his head. “It was bought a broker, sir. I daresay I
can find out.”
“No,” said Gilead. “No. After all it would only aggravate the sore.”
The sore, however, healed, or nearly, in the process of time. Japanese
prints were really only the recreation of a mind devoted to the
interests of humanity.
One day, weeks later, Gilead had occasion to motor with a friend to
the city. It was a dusty morning, and the two wore goggles. At the
Bank of England the car drew up by the kerb while the friend entered
the building. He was gone so long that Gilead had ample time to study
the endless types of humanity that drifted beside him. They were all
intent on business and money-making, and he wondered if there was one
in all the confused throng capable of properly appreciating his
feelings over his lost Haronobu.
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