Gilead Balm, knight errant : $b His adventures in search of the truthCapes, Bernard
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Gilead Balm, knight errant : $b His adventures in search of the truth
Capes, Bernard
Detective and mystery stories, English; English fiction -- 20th century
“Ah, Mr Balm!” he said, “you must forgive my astonishment over your
confession of ignorance as to that transcendent, that incomparable
woman. Yet, in truth, my own acquaintance with her dates but from two
years back.” (He took half of the three sandwiches at a bite, before
he continued):--“I had always found a refuge in books from the
monotony of my sordid, and none too savoury occupation. It was left to
that moment to reveal to me the full inner heart and significance of
literature. Such eloquence, such fire, such an intimate understanding
of the deep workings of the human soul! The melting passion of
‘Night-Lights,’ the exquisite je ne sais quoi of ‘Evadne,’ the
sensuous luminosity of the ‘Glow-worm’! Here was a woman, I felt, who
had tasted the cup of life to its golden depths.”
He sighed, drew himself on a full tumbler of whisky and soda, drained
it, sighed again profoundly, and continued, taking another handful of
sandwiches:--
“I am a bachelor, sir. I had never until that gracious moment
encountered a soul capable of understanding and responding to the deep
sentiments within my own. Every profound expression of her feeling
seemed to find an echo in my breast. Truths that I had conceived, but
had failed to find utterance for, she could crystallize in a phrase.
The insensate world of criticism accused her of platitude: jackasses,
whose pachydermatous hides were insensible to the fine point of
satire, were dull to the blows of anything less than a bludgeon. But
_I_ recognized; _I_ understood.
“One day I came across her portrait in an illustrated paper. I will
not dwell upon my emotions. It was a face--haunting, ethereal--which
exactly embodied my conception of the writer. Looking into its eyes, I
could fathom at a glance the unmistakable source of ‘Night-Lights’;
the very ‘Evanescence of Evadne’ spoke in that ductile form. From that
moment my existence became little more than a devouring hunger, a
prolonged swoon of passion.”
He finished the sandwiches and started on a cream tart before he spoke
again.
“One day, after a struggle with myself, I did a desperate thing--I
wrote, through her publishers, to Miss Cornelia Cox. I wrote
palpitating, in a delicious tremor; I pronounced myself the most
faithful, the most adoring of her disciples; my pen travelled on the
wings of intoxication. To my rapture she answered me.”
He stopped to take a second tumbler of whisky and soda.
“She answered me,” he said, gasping; “and I answered her answer. She
wrote again. By degrees a regular correspondence was established
between us. I tasted her soul in periodic budgets--a delirious
experience; but those sacred, those melodious groves must remain
undesecrated of the outer throng. You will understand and excuse me,
Mr Balm.”
“Certainly,” said Gilead.
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