Gilead Balm, knight errant : $b His adventures in search of the truthCapes, Bernard
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Gilead Balm, knight errant : $b His adventures in search of the truth
Capes, Bernard
Detective and mystery stories, English; English fiction -- 20th century
“How can you still pretend to believe in us?” she said, in a low even
voice. “How can you bear to remain so staunch against your own inner
conviction? From the moment I knew that you had seen that
advertisement and the name, I knew that the end was come. And it _is_
come, though still not, in your unswerving chivalry, at your instance.
The sentence shall be mine. Your great heart shall not suffer any
longer this torture of a trust that dies so hard. I will tear it out
with my own hands--I daresay because its pain hurts me too, and not
from any moral heroism. Mr Balm, there is no such person as Winsom
Wyllie; there never was such a person, except in the silly story from
which I borrowed the name for my own purposes, never dreaming that the
haphazard choice would recoil upon my head like this. He, and that
scientific father, and the butterfly-hunting, and the will and the
persecution were all pure concoctions from beginning to end. I have
been in Switzerland, but only with my brother Herbert here. Yes, he is
my brother, and we are liars and impostors from first to last.”
He stirred, with a suggestion of unsteadiness, and stiffening himself,
walked to the window and stood looking out of it, his back turned to
her. She put a hand one moment to her eyes, and, following, spoke on
in her resolute self-abasement:--
“If you will listen, it is right that you should be told all. I plead,
and am going to plead nothing whatever in extenuation, save that when
I elaborated that wicked lie, my education of the heart had not even
been begun. I have learnt much, travelled far since then. A whole
continent seems to lie between my present and my past understandings,
and looking across it I see the track of bleeding feet, multitudes of
them, wandering this way, and I shiver and hide my face to think how,
of all the deceits and hypocrisies they include, my own vile shadow,
far off over the waste, figures for the first and worst.”
She put a hand to her bosom, panting a little. Her brother came
creeping out of the darkness, and, standing near her, spoke for the
first time.
“Not hers alone, sir. I am as much to blame, and more.”
Gilead made a movement, as if impatient of the interruption, and he
shrank back.
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