Gilead Balm, knight errant : $b His adventures in search of the truthCapes, Bernard
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Gilead Balm, knight errant : $b His adventures in search of the truth
Capes, Bernard
Detective and mystery stories, English; English fiction -- 20th century
“After all it was a desperate venture, and might have miscarried at
the outset. I will not even say that I wish it had, since, humiliated
though I am, I would not for all the world exchange my new for my old
self. But the prize to be won seemed so inestimable, the hazard so
thrilling. I do not believe the hateful ingratitude of the thing even
struck us. We were born storytellers, and even as children were used
to write endless romances together. We have played at life since, I
think; I think we have never really grown up. Among the many stories
associated with my brother’s office, we thought that this might pass
muster without detection. But it was first necessary for us, of
course, to separate. Under the pretext of a visit to the country I
left our lodgings and repaired, as privately arranged, to Norwood,
where, in an assumed name, I hired by the month the little house you
will recall. In the meantime, as a precaution against possible
enquiries, my brother had changed his lodgings for others at a
distance. And then, having prepared our ground, we opened the game.
The bogus advertisement was inserted; my brother craftily engaged your
interest to it, and, when he saw that the bait had been taken,
despatched to me that telegram which you saw, and which was to serve
its two purposes, the one to acquaint me of your soon arrival, the
other to furnish imaginary proof of the persecution under which I
suffered.
“I need not say more. Carried away by the dramatic character of my
part, I played it with a fervour which almost made me believe in it
myself, and which I sometimes found it difficult afterwards to
maintain. The miserable fraud succeeded even beyond our expectations
in one way. It procured me a generous means of livelihood; and if it
procured me also--”
Her voice thickened and stopped; but she cleared her throat
resolutely, and continued:--
“Mr Balm, you must take what measures you will for our exposure and
punishment. I beg you with all my soul not to spare us. The meanness
of the fraud, the ingratitude, the thoughtlessness as to its moral
effect upon you to whom we owed everything--O, nothing that I can say
may palliate our guilt, or express the sickness of remorse which came
to us when we grew to see ourselves as we were in the light of your
true nobility. Only in atonement can we ever again find relief from a
misery and self-contempt which have grown to be unbearable. When I
speak for myself I speak for my brother. What we have experienced,
what we have learnt of you--O, the shame is killing! But don’t, don’t
think that in one way we have taken the least, the most shadowy
advantage of your trust. You will find everything in the most
scrupulous order; and if--if in committing us to the fate we deserve,
you can only find it in your heart to say once that you forgive us--”
He stopped her on the instant, facing about.
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