Gilian The Dreamer: His Fancy, His Love and AdventureMunro, Neil
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Gilian The Dreamer: His Fancy, His Love and Adventure
Munro, Neil
Highlands (Scotland) -- Fiction
In the room was an utter silence. She had drawn back for a moment
stupefied, checking in her pride even the breathing of her struggle. He
stood bent at the head a little, contrite, his hat, that he had
lifted, in his hand. And they gazed at each other--people who had found
themselves in some action horribly rude and shameful.
“I think you must have made a mistake, or have been drinking,” she said
at last, her breast now heaving stormily and her eyes ablaze with anger.
“I am not the dairy-maid.”
“I could not help it,” he answered lamely. “You--you--you made me do it.
I love you!” She drew back shocked.
He stepped forward again, manly, self-possessed again, and looked her
hungrily in the eyes. “Do you hear that?” he said. “Do you hear that? I
love you! I love you! There you look at me, and I’m inside like a fire.
What am I to do? I am Highland; I am Long Islay’s grandson. I am a
soldier. I am Highland, and if I want you I must have you.”
She drew softly towards the door as if to escape, but heard her father’s
voice without, and it gave her assurance. A pallor had come upon her
cheek, only her lips were bright as if his kiss had seared them.
“You are Highland, you are Highland, are you?” she said, restraining her
sobs. “Then where is the gentleman? Do you fancy I have been growing up
in Maam all the years you were away among canteens for you to come home
and insult me when you wished?”
He did not quail before her indignation, but he drew back with respect
in every movement.
“Madame,” he said, with a touch of the ballroom, “you may miscall me
as you will; I deserve it all. I have been brutal; I have frightened
you--that would not harm a hair of your head for a million pounds; I
have disgraced the hospitality of your father’s house. I may have ruined
myself in your eyes, and to-morrow I’ll writhe for it, but now--but
now--I have but one plea: I love you! I’ll say it, though you struck me
dumb for ever.”
She recovered a little, looked curiously at him, and “Is it not
something of a liberty, even that?” she asked. “You bring the manners of
the Inn to my father’s house.” The recollection of her helplessness in
his grasp came to her again, and stained her face as it had been with
wine.
He turned his hat in his hand, eyeing her dubiously but more calmly than
before.
“There you have me,” he said, with a large and helpless gesture, “I am
not worth two of your most trivial words. I am a common rude soldier
that has not, as it were, seen you till a moment ago, and when I was at
your--at your lips, I should have been at your shoes.”
She laughed disdainfully a little.
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