Gilian The Dreamer: His Fancy, His Love and AdventureMunro, Neil
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Gilian The Dreamer: His Fancy, His Love and Adventure
Munro, Neil
Highlands (Scotland) -- Fiction
Something in his manner attracted her; even his simple deference, though
she was saying “John Hielan’man, John Hielan’man!” to herself most of
the time and amused if not contemptuous. He was but a farmer--little
more, indeed, than a shepherd, yet something in his air and all his
speech showed him superior to his circumstances. He was a god-send to
her dreariness in this place Edinburgh and the noisy world had made her
fretful of, and she was in the mood for escapade.
They walked into the policies, that were no way changed. Still the
flowers grew thick on the dykes; the tall trees swayed their boughs:
still the same, and yet for Gilian there was, in that faint tinge of
yellow in the leaves, some sorrow he had not guessed in the day they
were trying to recall.
“It is all just as it was,” said she. “All just as it was; there are the
very flowers I plucked,” and she bent and plucked them again.
“We can never pluck our flowers twice,” said he. “The flowers you
gathered then are ghosts.”
“Not a bit,” said she. “Here they are re-born,” and she went as before
from bush to bush and bank to bank, humming a strain of sailor song.
They went under the trees on which he had fancied his heron’s nest, and
they looked at each other, laughing.
“Wasn’t I a young fool?” he asked. “I was full of dream and conceit in
those days.”
“And now?” she asked, burying her face in the flowers and eyeing him
wonderingly.
“Oh, now,” said he, “I have lost every illusion.” “Or changed them
for others, perhaps.” He started at the suggestion. “I suppose you are
right, after all,” he said. “I’m still in a measure the child of fancy.
This countryside moves me--I could tenant it with a thousand tales;
never a wood or thicket in it but is full of song. I love it all, and
yet it is my torture. When I was a child the Paymaster once got me on
the bridge crying my eyes out over the screech of a curlew--that has
been me all through life--I must be wondering at the hidden meanings
of things. The wind in the winter trees, the gossip of the rivers, the
trail of clouds, waves washing the shore at night--all these things have
a tremendous importance to me. And I must laugh to see my neighbours
making a to-do about a mercantile bargain. Well, I suppose it is the old
Highlands in me, as Miss Mary says.” “I have felt a little of it in a
song,” said Nan. “You could scarce do otherwise to sing them as you do,”
he answered. “I never heard you yet but you had the magic key for every
garden of fancy. One note, one phrase of yours comes up over and over
again that seems to me filled with the longings of thousand years.”
He turned on her suddenly a face strenuous, eyes led with passion.
“I wish! I wish!” said he all fervent, “I wish could fathom the woman
within.”
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