It was a desolately unhappy Sally who began what she considered the
unbearable task of living those two years which Courtney Barr had
decreed should separate the orphan, Sally Ford, from the society
debutante, Sally Barr. A dozen times, at least, during those first few
weeks she would have run away, straight to David Nash, if she had not
given her word of honor both to her mother and to her mother’s husband.
But, almost insensibly, she began to enjoy life again. It was a
soul-satisfying experience to have an apparently unlimited supply of
spending money and the most beautiful wardrobe of any girl in the little
Virginia city to which Courtney Barr had taken her. For many days almost
every mail brought her a package from New York, addressed in Enid Barr’s
surprisingly big handwriting. She and her mother wrote each other twice
a week, and Enid early formed the habit of sending her a weekly budget
of clippings from the papers about the social set in which the Barrs
moved so brilliantly—“so you will become acquainted with the names of
those who will be your friends,” as Enid wrote her daughter.
Gradually the unreality of her new position and of her future
expectations wore off and Sally came to regard herself as really the
daughter of the Courtney Barrs.
She lived for the rest of the summer with Courtney Barr’s third cousins,
Mr. and Mrs. Charles Barr, who were glad of both the money and the
companionship which Sally brought them. To their friends the Charles
Barrs explained that Sally was an orphaned cousin, and the story
apparently was never questioned. She was accepted cordially by the
carefree young people of the small city’s best social set, and was
sometimes ashamed of the pleasure she had in being a popular,
well-dressed, pretty young girl.
She reproached herself for not mourning constantly for David, but she
knew that not for an instant were her loyalty and love for him
threatened by her strange new experiences. And, although she had given
her promise not to write to David, she composed long, intimate letters
to him every week, putting them away in her trunk in the confident
belief that he would some day read them and love them, because she had
written them.
She told him everything in these letters she could not send—told him of
the two or three nice boys who declared their puppy love for her;
confessed, with tears that blistered the pages, that she had let one of
them kiss her, because he seemed so hurt at her first refusal; described
her new clothes with child-like enthusiasm; tucked snapshots of herself
in the enchanting new dresses between the folded pages; in fact, poured
out her heart to him far more unaffectedly than would have been possible
if she had been mailing the letters.
Not feeling at all that she was breaking her promise, she subscribed to
The Capital City Press and to the college newspaper, avidly searching
them for any news of David and jealously hoarding the clippings with
which her diligence was rewarded.
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