Sally sometimes had the feeling that through these letters of her
mother’s she knew Enid Barr better than anyone had ever known her. And
she loved her with a passionate devotion, which sometimes frightened her
with its intensity. Gazing at David’s picture, clipped from the college
newspaper, she wondered, with a cruel pain banding her heart, if this
almost idolatrous love for her mother would ultimately force her to give
up David. If it should ever come to a choice between those two
well-beloved, what should she do?
Sometimes she agonized over the fear that David might have ceased to
love her, might have found another girl, might even be married.
Sometimes her hands shook so as they spread out the flat-folded sheets
of the college newspaper and of the Capital City _Press_ that she had to
clasp them tightly until the spasm of fear subsided. And each time the
relief was so great that she sang and laughed and danced like a
joy-crazy person.
The other girls jeered at her good-naturedly because she was always
singing, “I’ll be loving you—always!” But she did not care. It was her
song—and David’s.
She followed, with that obedience so deeply implanted in her, every
phase of the program which Enid and Courtney Barr had mapped out for
her. She went to the girls’ camp in New Hampshire and returned to school
in Virginia that fall strong and tanned and boyish-looking, and was able
to report to Enid that she could swim beautifully if not swiftly, could
ride gracefully, could hold her own decently in a hard game of tennis,
could play golf well enough not to be conspicuous on the links.
During her last term at the finishing school she obediently paid a great
deal of attention to her dancing, to drawing room deportment, and to her
own beautiful young body, learning to groom it expertly. And during the
Christmas and Easter vacations she netted three proposals of marriage,
from brothers of classmates in whose homes she visited. She learned,
somehow, to say “no” so tactfully that her suitors were almost as
flattered by her refusals as they would have been if she had accepted
them.
Enid and Courtney Barr came down from New York to see her graduate, and
with them they brought the news of her legal adoption.
“A surprise, too!” Enid chanted, swinging her daughter’s hands
excitedly. “Court and I are going to take you to Europe with us this
summer, and keep you away from New York until almost time for you to
make your debut.”
“Europe!” Sally was dazed. Her first thought was that Europe was so far
away from Capital City and David. He was getting his diploma now, just
as she was getting hers—“Oh, Mother, you haven’t forgotten your promise,
have you?”
Enid frowned slightly, abashed by Sally’s lack of enthusiasm. “Promise,
darling?”
“That I could invite David to my coming-out party? Mother, I’ve lived
for two years on that promise!” she cried desperately, as the frown of
annoyance and anger deepened on her mother’s exquisite, proud little
face.
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