When she arrived, breathless, at the door of the ballroom, she bumped
into Enid, whose face was white and anxious and suddenly almost old.
“Darling, _where_ have you been?” her mother whispered fiercely. “I’ve
had Courtney and Randall and two of the footmen looking for you. This is
_your_ party, you know. You have other guests besides David Nash. I knew
it was a mistake to ask him—”
“Where is he, Mother?” Sally interrupted rudely. “I’ve been with someone
else most of the time.” She could not bring herself yet to mention Van
Horne’s name to her mother, for fear Enid would notice that something
was sadly amiss.
“I haven’t seen him,” Enid protested. “But run along now and dance. It’s
the last dance before supper. Remember that Grant Proctor is taking you
down. Do be sweet to him, Sally.”
“She would like for me to marry Grant Proctor,” Sally reflected dully,
as she obediently let herself be drawn into the dance by an ardent-eyed
young man whose name she could not remember. “She wants me to marry
Grant Proctor, when I’m already half-married to David. But David doesn’t
want me! Oh, David!”
Just before supper was announced she slipped away to her own rooms, to
cry the hot tears that were pressing against her eyeballs. And on her
dressing table she found a note, undoubtedly placed there by her own
maid. Her cold, shaking fingers had difficulty in opening it, for she
knew at once that it was from David.
“Dear little Sally,” she read, and the tears gushed then. “Forgive me
for bolting like this, but I couldn’t stand it any longer. You know I
love you, that ‘I’ll be loving you always,’ but you must also know that
Sally Barr cannot marry David Nash, and that anything less would be too
terrible for both of us. You must be wondering why I came. I wanted to
see for myself that you are happy, that your mother is good to you. And,
of course, I wanted to see you again, wanted to see if there was
anything of my Sally in this beautiful Sally Barr that the papers are
making so much of.
“I think it has made it harder for me to find that underneath the new
surface you are still Sally Ford. But they’ll change the core of you
almost as rapidly as they have remade the surface of you into a society
beauty. And after you’re changed all through you’ll be glad I went away.
I’ll carry my own Sally in my heart always, and the new Sally Barr will
fall in love with the splendid young son of some old family, marry him
and make her mother very happy. She would never forgive us, Sally, if I
took you away and made you live on what I can earn as a farmer, and she
would be right not to forgive. I would not forgive myself, and after
awhile you’d be unhappy, too, remembering all that you had lost,
including a mother who adores you. Goodby, Sally. David.”
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