As the meetings and partings of parent and child--however wicked they
both may be--in the cell of a felon, simply harrow the feelings of the
reader, I will pass over those of Howel and his mother. Some
recrimination, and much grief on the one side--some remorse, and much
misery on the other. Rowland did what he could for both until the last
parting was over. And then he left the mother to the care of Mrs Jones
to accompany the son on board the ship that was to convey him to his
convict home.
We are not to suppose that the 'Ethiopian's skin' was changed because it
was pierced. Howel continued outwardly proud, scornful, and hard to the
last; but Rowland witnessed the struggle that went on within to maintain
that bearing, and knew that some good might arise even out of the
spendthrift and the forger.
'You will take care of Minette amongst you, for her mother's sake,' he
said to Rowland.
'And for yours, and her own,' was the reply.
'Tell her not to hate her father. You who never told her mother of my--I
suppose I must use the word--crime, will be as gentle as you can in
letting the child know who and what her father is. I thank you all, more
for keeping _her_ in ignorance till death, than for all the rest.'
'And for _her_ sake, Howel, you will read that book, and pray to be kept
from temptation.'
'What temptation shall I have? I shall be more inclined to pray to be
thrown into temptation.'
'Oh, Howel!'
'Well! This convict ship and the ocean, and chains and hard labour at
the end, don't seem very inviting. I know it has been my own fault and
my father's, but that doesn't make it better; however, I will try. And
if ever I get back to Old England again a reformed character, will you
lend me a helping hand, or turn your back upon me?'
'Give you the hand of friendship and brotherhood.'
'Thank you; and don't let them quite desert my mother. Bad as she is, I
am worse, and I have ruined her; a worse thing that than getting a
little money out of those turf-dupes and idiots, though hers was
ill-gotten wealth.'
'We will take care of your mother amongst us as well as we can. My
mother never forsakes an old friend.'
'Give my love to her; she was kind to me and to my child. All the rest
have deserted me, and wished me hanged. But I have to thank you, who
always despised me, for being here now, and for your anxiety about me.
Rowland, you are a better fellow than I thought you, and you have helped
to rid me of some of those spectres that haunted me night and day. You
must go! I know it. Alone! alone! with this crew! Is this Heaven's law
or man's? and I was not made for this. I shall destroy myself--I must--I
will. Good-bye! oh Rowland! cousin! brother! remember me, for God's sake
and for hers!'
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