Gothic fiction; Ireland -- History -- Rebellion of 1798 -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Romans à clef
Calantha had talked herself into tears, at the conclusion of this
sentence; and Lord Avondale, smiling at a description she had given, so
little according with the gay being who stood before him, pressed her
fondly to his bosom; and said he would positively hear no more. “You treat
me like a child—a fool,”—she said:—“you forget that I am a reasonable
creature.” “I do, indeed, Calantha:—you so seldom do any thing to remind
me of it.” “Well, Henry, one day you shall find your error. I feel that
within, which tells me that I could be superior—aye—very superior to
those who cavil at my faults, and first encourage and then ridicule me
for them. I love—I honour you, Henry. You never flatter me. Even if you
neglect me, you have confidence in me—and, thank God, my heart is still
worthy of some affection.—It is yet time to amend.” Calantha—thought it
had been—as she took in haste a review of her former conduct—of time,
how neglected!—friends, how estranged!—money lavished in vain!—and health
impaired by the excess of late hours, and endless, ceaseless dissipation.
London had still attractions for Calantha; but the thought of fresh air,
and green fields recurring, she was soon prepared for the journey. She
passed the intervening days before her departure in taking leave of her
friends. Lady Mandeville, in bidding adieu to her, affirmed that the
interchange of ideas between congenial souls, would never be lessened,
nor interrupted by absence. She would write to her, she said, and she
would think of her; and, seeing Calantha was really sorry to part with
her, “You have none of the philosophy,” she said, “which your cousin
and your aunt possess, and every trifle, therefore, has power to afflict
you:—you scarcely know me, and yet you are grieved to leave me. Promise
ever to judge of me by what you see yourself, and not through the medium
of others; for the world, which I despise from my soul, has long sought
to crush me, because I had pride of character enough to think for myself.”
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