Gothic fiction; Ireland -- History -- Rebellion of 1798 -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Romans à clef
“It is useless to detail my adventures, but they are true. I can
bring many undoubted witnesses of their truth: and there yet lives an
unhappy mother, a lonely widow, to recount them. It was one accursed
night, when the dæmons of hell thought fit to assist their agent—after
having travelled far, I stopt at an inn by the road-side, in the
village of Maryvale, in the County of Tyrone. I called for a horse;
my own was worn out with fatigue: I alighted, and drank deep of the
spirits that were brought me, for they drove away all disturbing
thoughts—but, as I lifted the cup a second time to my lips, my eyes
fixed themselves upon a child; and I trembled with agitation, for I saw
my prey before me. The woman of the house spoke but little English;
but she approached me, and expressed her fear that I was not well.
Sensible that my emotion had betrayed me, I affected to be in pain,
offered her money, and abruptly took leave. There was a wood not far
from the town.
“On a subsequent evening I allured her to it: the baby was at her
breast. I asked her its name.—‘Billy Kendal,’ she answered, ‘for the
love of its father who fights now for us at a distance.’ ‘I will be
its father,’ I said. But she chid me from her, and was angrily about
to leave me: striking her to the earth, I seized the child. The age,
the size—every thing corresponded. I had bartered my soul for gold,
and difficulties and failures had not shaken me. I had made every
necessary preparation; and all being ready and secure, I fled; nor
stopped, nor staid, nor spoke to man, nor shewed myself in village
or in town, till I arrived at my journey’s end.
“I arrived in the neighbourhood of Castle Delaval, and continued to
see my master, without being recognized by any other. He appeared
much agitated when he first beheld me. I cannot forget his smile.
He desired me to keep the boy with me out at sea that night; and
directing me to climb from the wherry up the steep path of the western
cliff (where but yesterday I stood when the colonel sent for me), he
promised to place food, and all that was requisite for us, near the
chapel. ‘But trust no one with your secret,’ he said: ‘let not the
eye of man glance upon you. Meet me in the night, in the forest near
the moor, and bring the child. Mind that _you_ do not utter one word,
and let _it_ not have the power of disturbing us. Do you understand
me?’ ‘Yes,’ I said, and shuddered because I did so. My master saw
me shrink, and reminded me of the reward. I undertook punctually to
fulfil every injunction: it was now too late to repent. But, oh, my
lord! when I think of that night, that accursed night, what horror
comes over me!
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