Gloria : $b A novelSouthworth, Emma Dorothy Eliza Nevitte
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Gloria : $b A novel
Southworth, Emma Dorothy Eliza Nevitte
Maryland -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Women -- United States -- Fiction
“No, do not take rooms yet. You would have to register our names, and
that would be awkward just now. Wait until afterwards.”
“We do not want rooms, but will take luncheon about noon,” said the
young man, turning to the waiter, who then left them and went about his
business.
“How will you occupy yourself while I am gone?” inquired David Lindsay,
uneasily.
“Oh, you needn’t be away half an hour. I shall stand here and look out
of the window,” she answered, taking up her post.
The young man left the room.
She did not stand there long, for again some nameless horror of her
position, and dread of consequences, seized upon her soul, and drove her
to walking rapidly up and down the floor, muttering to herself:
“Was ever a wretched human being driven to such extremity as I am? Is
there any way out of my trouble except through this strange marriage,
and am I, all this time, so insane, as I suspect I am, that I cannot see
it? Even David Lindsay proposed to take me to old Madame de Crespigney,
and David Lindsay worships me, poor boy, that I know! But I cannot go to
Madame de Crespigney! I cannot go anywhere where Marcel could follow me
and subdue me by his pleadings, and draw me to my own destruction and to
his! I cannot trust Marcel! I cannot trust myself! I can only trust
David Lindsay! And he is no clown, if he is a poor fisherman! See how he
has improved himself. He talks as well as uncle does, though he may not
be able to speak on so many different subjects. But, oh, Heaven, what is
all this to the main question? That I should be obliged to marry any one
to save myself from uncle and from my own heart! I don’t want to marry!
I don’t! I don’t! I don’t! I never did wish to marry! I never meant to,
either! But—if I must, I would rather trust David Lindsay than any one I
know.”
So, muttering to herself, she paced rapidly up and down the floor until
the entrance of other ladies into this public parlor arrested her
murmuring complaints, though not her steps, for she continued to walk
about the floor, stopping only once in a while to look out of the
windows.
Several of the occupants of the room noticed the pale, sorrowful, and
restless “child,” for such they took her to be, and formed their own
theories of her distress. She was doubtless on her way to school, after
her Christmas holidays, and was suffering from the separation from home
and friends. But these people had their own affairs on their minds, and
so could bestow but little attention on the troubles of the supposed
homesick school-girl, whom they hoped to see presently taken care of by
her parent, or guardian, or some other responsible person who had come
with her as her escort.
For more than an hour Gloria walked restlessly about, or gazed from the
front windows, while people came and went to and from the room, whose
occupants were thus always changing.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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