Gloria : $b A novelSouthworth, Emma Dorothy Eliza Nevitte
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Gloria : $b A novel
Southworth, Emma Dorothy Eliza Nevitte
Maryland -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Women -- United States -- Fiction
“I only wished to discover, if indeed I can do so, through you, whether
you really knew what you were about when you came to me on the beach,
when you accompanied me to the city here, and when you gave me your hand
in the church?”
These words acted upon the motionless form with more power than a
galvanic battery on a corpse.
She sprang from her seat to the middle of the floor and, confronting him
with a wild and agonized face, she exclaimed:
“No, I did not know what I was doing! I was mad—mad—mad! and you ought
to have known that I was mad to have done such an unheard-of thing. Oh,
David Lindsay, if you ever loved me, have pity on me now and leave me!
If you have a spark of mercy in your soul, grant my prayer, and leave
me. If you have the least instinct of honor, do not insist on keeping
the position that my act has given you. If you are a man and not a
monster, and not a maniac, leave me and never let me see your face
again.”
He gazed on her in anguish and amazement. Then he arose from his chair,
crossed over to the fireplace, and stood upon the corner of the hearth,
with his elbow leaning on the mantel-shelf, and his hand supporting his
forehead. His eyes were fixed upon the floor, his face was white as
death, and looked older by a dozen years than it should be. Yet he was
very firm and patient. Boy as he was—but a few months past his
twenty-first birthday—he could never descend to the weakness of pleading
his suit, and playing upon the sympathies of his beloved, as older and
wiser men have done, and still do. No. If her love could not approve
him, her pity should not accept him. He adored her with his whole soul.
He had married her, yet he would not persecute her with an unwelcome
suit. But neither must he leave her now, in her childishness and
helplessness. He must see her in some place of safety, and under some
proper protection.
Such were the thoughts that passed rapidly through his mind, as he stood
on the corner of the hearth, with his elbows resting on the mantelpiece,
his head leaning on his hand, and his eyes fixed on the floor.
“David Lindsay, will you act the part of an honorable man, and leave me
at once and forever, or will you stay here and drive me furious?” she
demanded again, in a voice of anguish.
“Patience for one moment, lady. I will leave you—as far as the next
room—and never cross this threshold again. This chamber shall be your
sanctuary. I will occupy the parlor. But I cannot leave you alone and
unprotected in a strange city, dear. I must be on hand to take care of
you, if needful. You are frightened now, Gloria. There is no need to be.
I will not intrude. But we must have time to think what we shall next
do.”
He spoke very gently.
And now she was weeping aloud.
He left the room at once.
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