Gloria : $b A novelSouthworth, Emma Dorothy Eliza Nevitte
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Gloria : $b A novel
Southworth, Emma Dorothy Eliza Nevitte
Maryland -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Women -- United States -- Fiction
She knew that he never would do that. She knew also that he would never
plead for the love that she was unwilling to give him; that he would
never invoke her pity by any look or tone expressive of the
disappointment and humiliation, the sorrow and distress he really
suffered, and which she intuitively knew that he suffered. No, but she
was afraid of herself. She could trust David Lindsay utterly, but she
could not trust herself.
She had loved David Lindsay from their childhood up; but she had never
been “in love” with him, or with any one, and she had never wished to
marry him, or any other; but driven by the very spite and stress of
fate, she had married him, and immediately afterwards realized what a
mad, fatal, irreparable error she had committed in uniting her fate to
that of one so utterly unfitted by birth, position and education to be
her husband!
Yet there were moments now when the memory of their lifelong, innocent,
childish affection for each other melted her heart to tears; when the
contemplation of his magnanimity filled her mind with admiration; when
all that was best in her own nature bridged the gulf between them, and
almost impelled her hands and lips and voice to go where her spirit had
gone before.
She was afraid that in some such moments as this she should cast her
arms around the neck of her young husband, and press her lips to his and
say:
“You saved me once from death, and once from worse than that. You love
me more than I deserve. You merit all my love. I am your wife. Do not
leave me.”
She was in danger of saying this every hour—and she did not wish to say
it.
Now she hurried after the old housekeeper, who led the way to a room at
the end of the hall, fitted up with shelves above and drawers below, all
around the walls. These were, however, empty, and two large cedar chests
that stood in the middle of the floor seemed to contain all the
household linen.
Mrs. Brent drew a key from her pocket and unlocked one of the chests,
from which a heavy aromatic odor of sweet herbs and spices arose.
“I used to take out these things and air them every summer, but of late
years, seeing that they never seemed to come into any use, I gave up
doing that, and just contented myself with putting more dried lavender
and basil in them every fall,” she said, as she lifted out folded
sheets, fine as cambric, yellow as saffron, and filled with the odor of
sweet herbs.
“It is no use, honey,” continued the housekeeper, “these here things are
not fit to be used. They will have to be washed and bleached first. I
shall have to lend you some of mine. They are not so fine as these, but
they are a deal whiter, so perhaps you will excuse them.”
“I shall be very thankful for the loan of them, Mrs. Brent,” said the
young lady.
“Indeed you are welcome, my dear,” replied the housekeeper, who was
still looking over the contents of the cedar chest.
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