Gloria : $b A novelSouthworth, Emma Dorothy Eliza Nevitte
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Gloria : $b A novel
Southworth, Emma Dorothy Eliza Nevitte
Maryland -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Women -- United States -- Fiction
“Oh, David Lindsay, I don’t want you to go and leave me, either. I
don’t! What should I do without you now? I should cry myself blind! Oh,
David Lindsay, how unhappy we are!”
“There is a wall between us, dear. I know not what it is, but I feel it
bitterly. It may be the wall of caste or prejudice. I would it were
down.”
“Ah, Heaven, so do I! Oh, dear David Lindsay, don’t go and leave me.
Stay with me, and let us be just like brother and sister. Say, darling
old playmate, won’t you stay and be my brother?” she pleaded, taking his
head between her little hands, and laying her face against his forehead.
Now, if he had been a hypocrite, or even a diplomatist, he would have
accepted these terms, and trusted to time to win the entire heart of his
bride. But he was too honest, open and straightforward, and though his
frame shook with emotion, and his voice was well-nigh suffocated, he
answered firmly:
“No, Gloria. No, dearest. What you ask is beyond human nature; or, at
least, beyond mine.”
She cried hard for a few minutes, and then suddenly clasped his head
again as he knelt beside her, dropped her own upon it, and sobbed forth
her submission:
“Well, then take me! Take me! I will keep my vow! I will be your wife,
David Lindsay!”
And now if his great love had not been utterly without self-love he
would have taken her at her word.
But, still shaking with a storm of emotion, still speaking in an almost
expiring voice, he answered:
“It is your pity that speaks now, my dearest. You feel grieved for me,
and in the pity of your heart you are willing to give up all your late
repugnance, and sacrifice yourself to my happiness. Yes, even as you
once feared you would do in the case of your guardian——”
“But oh, David Lindsay, it is so different! It would have been a mortal
sin for me to have been Marcel’s wife. It seems to me now it would be a
sin not to be yours!” wept Gloria.
“You think and speak on an impulse, dearest, that you would repent. You
would be sure to repent it; and then, Gloria, I should be most wretched
indeed. No, love, I must not take advantage of this pity you feel, for
it is nothing else, Gloria. To-morrow I must leave you. It is my duty to
do so. I will send your aunt, Miss de Crespigney, to you——”
“Oh! David Lindsay, but my heart will break!”
“No, no, love! Listen to me. Try yourself, dearest. Find out what will
make you happy. Now you suffer from a generous, tender sympathy with me,
which is not love, not the love the soul craves, and you think I will be
unhappy. I shall not be so, dearest. I shall be actively engaged in
doing my duty.”
“Oh, but it is not only for you, David Lindsay, it is for myself that I
am grieving. I shall miss you so much!”
“Because I have been with you for nearly two weeks, and you have no one
else, except these strangers. But, Gloria, in a short time your aunt
will be here.”
“But she will not be you!” wailed the girl.
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