Gloria : $b A novelSouthworth, Emma Dorothy Eliza Nevitte
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Gloria : $b A novel
Southworth, Emma Dorothy Eliza Nevitte
Maryland -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Women -- United States -- Fiction
“Surly fear and cold disgust,
Wonderful and most unjust,”
which she could neither comprehend nor conquer; for which she often
blamed herself, but which now held her tongue-tied and downcast in the
presence of her guardian.
He, on his own part, quick to perceive her state, felt that he had again
lost her confidence and filled her with fear; and he also grew reticent
in looks and speech, and consequently depressed and mournful.
She gave him a cup of coffee, without a word.
He took it with a silent bow.
Both were relieved when, at the end of the ceremony, they were free to
leave the dining-room.
She was the first to rise from the table. He followed her, opened the
door, and held it until she had passed out.
In the hall Gloria paused with indecision as to her next step.
She had always been accustomed, since her return home, to go into the
drawing-room, sit down at the grand piano and play some of Marcel de
Crespigney’s favorite music, and, later in the evening, just before
retiring, to sing some of his best-loved songs.
Now she stood for a moment in doubt. Her vague uneasiness made her wish
for the privacy and safety of her own chamber. Her benevolence made her
unwilling to wound her guardian’s feelings by any such avoidance of his
company.
Only for a moment she hesitated, and then she led the way to the
drawing-room, followed by Colonel de Crespigney.
She played and sang for him all the evening, as usual, and on bidding
him good-night, gave him her hand to kiss, as before.
He merely touched it with his lips, and dropped it without a word.
Gloria went to her room and retired to bed; but it was long before she
could compose herself to sleep, and when she did so her slumbers were
troubled with evil dreams that kept her tossing and starting all night.
Only towards morning she slept soundly—so soundly that she was first
awakened by the ringing of the breakfast-bell.
She arose in haste and dressed herself, and went down to the
breakfast-room, where she found her guardian pacing to and fro, waiting
for her.
“Good-morning, uncle, dear,” she said, holding out her hand.
“‘Uncle,’ and always ‘uncle,’” he sighed, in a tone of reproach, as he
held her hand and sought to meet her eyes. “I am not your uncle. I do
not like the name. I have told you so, my dear. And yet it is ‘uncle,’
and always ‘uncle.’”
“Yes, it is, and must be ‘uncle,’ and always ‘uncle,’ and nothing but
‘uncle,’ from me to you, uncle, dear,” she answered, persistently,
though in a trembling tone, keeping her eyes fixed upon the floor lest
they should encounter his gaze—for the gaze of those large, dark,
dreamy, mournful orbs was beginning to have a terror and fascination of
the serpent or the devil for her.
“You have not forgiven me yet, Gloria,” he answered.
“Indeed I have,” she replied, moving quickly to her place at the head of
the table and touching the call-bell to bring in Laban with the coffee
pot.
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