"Why, of course it is, as you've got ears and HAVE heard them!" said
Cicely, with a laugh--"Don't ask 'is it possible' to do a thing when
you've done it! That's not logical,--and men do pride themselves on
their logic, though I could never find out why. Do you like
cowslips?" And she thrust the great bunch she had gathered up
against his nose--"There's a wordless poem for you!"
Inhaling the fresh fine odour of the field blossoms, he still looked
at her in amazement, she meeting his gaze without the least touch of
embarrassment.
"You can walk home with me, if you like!"--she observed
condescendingly--"I won't promise to ask you into the Manor, because
perhaps Maryllia won't want you, and I daresay she won't approve of
my picking up a young man in the woods. But it's rather fun to talk
to a poet,--I've never met one before. They don't come out in Paris.
They live in holes and corners, drinking absinthe to keep off
hunger."
"Alas, that is so!" and Adderley began to keep pace with the thin
black-stockinged legs that were already starting off through the
long grass and flowers--"The arts are at a discount nowadays.
Poetry is the last thing people want to read."
"Then why do you write it?" and Cicely turned a sharp glance of
enquiry upon him--"What's the good?"
"There you offer me a problem Miss--er--Miss---"
"Bourne,"--finished Cicely--"Don't fight with my name--it's quite
easy--though I don't know how I got it. I ought to have been a Tre
or a Pol-I was born in Cornwall. Never mind that,--go on with the
'problem.'"
"True--go on with the problem,"--said Julian vaguely, taking off his
hat and raking his hair with his fingers as he was wont to do when
at all puzzled--"The problem is--'why do I write poetry if nobody
wants to read it'--and 'what's the good'? Now, in the first place, I
will reply that I am not sure I write 'poetry.' I try to express my
identity in rhythm and rhyme--but after all, that expression of
myself may be prose, and wholly without interest to the majority.
You see? I put it to you quite plainly. Then as to 'what's the
good?'--I would argue 'what's the bad?' So far, I live quite
harmlessly. From the unexpected demise of an uncle whom I never saw,
I have a life-income of sixty pounds a year. I am happy on that--I
desire no more than that. On that I seek to evolve myself into
SOMETHING--from a nonentity into shape and substance--and if, as is
quite possible, there can be no 'good,' there may be a certain less
of 'bad' than might otherwise chance to me. What think you?"
Cicely surveyed him scrutinisingly.
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