Biographical fiction; Historical fiction; Short stories, English
They had no more doubts; his face and his voice had betrayed him more
completely even than his twelve eggs and his Latin Horace; they were
elated at the capture of a man so long unsuccessfully searched for;
they drank together, congratulating each other.
Only the woman serving them noticed the prisoner–noticed the cords
cutting his wrists, the drop of pain on his brow, the effort he was
making to keep upright on his feet.
In a dim, vague way she was aware of the mental torture he was
enduring, compared to which the torture of cord and bleeding feet was
slight; she felt that this was a proud man enduring the extremity of
humiliation and that no more awful bitterness could be imagined in this
world.
“He suffers,” she said under her breath, “he suffers.”
Presently they started; four men and the two from Bourg-la-Reine,
towards which town’s prison they turned.
Condorcet was in the middle; the four with the prisoner went on foot,
the others on horseback.
Strange thoughts came to the Marquis de Condorcet as he walked bound
between his four rude guards, as he walked painfully, dragging his
fatigued body on bleeding feet along the hot dusty high-road that led
to his prison.
Thoughts strange because they were so incongruous to his present
situation, and because it was curious that in his misery he should be
filled with all the old burning pangs of ambition and desire for power
and glory.
And yet he could not even die gloriously; no man could have a more
ignominious end than he would have, he knew that. He cursed the body
that had failed him, that had broken like any peasant’s body, that
was dragging him down–demeaning him, bringing all his philosophy to
mockery. His mind flew back over the salient points of his life; yet
there was no need for him to consider his past years: one word covered
them all–that word was failure.
Failure–had any failure ever been more bitter, more complete?
For he had conceived loftily and dared greatly, and his fall was
terrible and his end abject.
Intolerable became the heat of the sun, intolerable the dust on his dry
lips, on his hot lids; intolerable the chafing of his feet, caked with
blood and dirt; intolerable the deep pain of his elbows and the cutting
of the rope round his wrists; intolerable the agony of fatigue in his
weak body, already worn to the last endurance.…
He concentrated all his mental powers on self-control; the man whose
mind had flown out into the widest realms of thought now brought that
same mind to bear on the terrible effort of holding himself upright, so
that he might not, before those whom he despised, fall face downwards
in the dust.
He dare not think how far it was to Bourg-la-Reine; he looked ahead of
him and could see nothing–no house, no sign of a town; only the dusty
hedges, the dusty road.…
“Let me keep upright,” he muttered to himself, “let me keep upright—”
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