Biographical fiction; Historical fiction; Short stories, English
And now she was alone she found she could not think; she had acted on
impulse, not reflection, all her life; besides, she was rather stupid.
Her mind wandered off to trivial things: the details that had made her
life still chiefly interested her; she noticed the dull small room, the
wooden bed with a rough coverlet, the broken chair. She pulled out the
bed pillow and shuddered to see that it was soiled. Then she began to
consider her own dress.
She wore the gown she had been arrested in, a plain yellow taffeta
with muslin ruffles at the throat and elbows and a dark green pelerine
with a cape.
Her hat had gone; on putting her hands up to her fair curls she found
that her hair ribbon had gone too. Her dress was torn and muddy round
the hem, and one of her light boots was broken.
She put her hand to her bosom and drew out a string of pearls that she
had, the moment before her arrest at her country château, snatched up
mechanically and concealed in her dress. The soft lustre and colour of
them gave her pleasure and comfort; she handled them lovingly and laid
them next her cheek.
She remembered that she had worn them on the occasion when King Louis,
at the review, had stood bare-headed at the door of her sedan, her
lacquey before the eyes of France.
And she was still as beautiful as she had been then–perhaps more
beautiful; therefore it could not be that they were going to murder
her. Beauty like hers was a power. The men who had put her here could
not have noticed her.
She looked round, hoping for a mirror, but there was none.
She put her hand to her face, felt her smooth skin, her glossy hair,
her delicate neck, the curve of her lips.…
“If I were a plain woman I might be afraid,” she murmured; “but they
will not touch _me_.”
Rising impatiently, she moved about the room; she began to be indignant
that they had put her in such a place. She knocked on the door and
called out, demanding a better apartment–food–clean sheets.
It was absurd that she should be treated thus; they had forgotten who
she was, she told herself.
There was no answer to her cries. She began to tremble, and presently
returned to the window.
She must think.
She was condemned to death; she had heard the man wearing the tricolor
sash and cocked hat say so; but at the time the words had meant little
or nothing: they had only been one detail more in the tumult of horror
and terror by which she had been surrounded since her arrest. She knew
that people were sentenced and left months in prison or set free the
next morning; besides, she was not an aristocrat, but a woman of the
people. Despite her rapid rise and the brilliance of her shining, she
was by birth no better than the draggled women who had shouted at her
as she was dragged before the tribunal.
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