Godey's Lady's Book, Vol. 48, No. XVIII, April, 1854Various
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Godey's Lady's Book, Vol. 48, No. XVIII, April, 1854
Various
Fashion -- 19th century -- Periodicals; United States -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Periodicals; Women's periodicals, American
"Forgive me if I have thoughtlessly jarred a string that vibrates
painfully! I knew not that you carried in your heart an unhealed wound."
"And yet I do, my friend. A wound that, I fear, will never cicatrize. Five
years have passed since I parted with the living original of this picture.
The parting was to be only for a few months. We have never met since, and
never will, in this world! The sea gives not up its dead!"
There was a solemn earnestness in the voice of Perkins that showed how
deeply the loss still affected him.
"To me," said his companion, after a pause, "it seems strange that you
should never have alluded to this subject, even to your nearest friend."
"I could not, Milford. The effort to keep my feelings under control has
been severe enough, without permitting myself to speak of the matter at
all. But now that it has been alluded to, I feel inclined to talk upon the
subject, if you have any desire to hear."
"I certainly have an anxious desire to hear," replied Milford.
Perkins shaded his face for a few moments with his hand, and sat silent
and thoughtful. He then gave, in a calm voice, the following narration:--
"You are aware that, when I came to this city to reside, a few years
since, I removed from Troy, New York. That is my native place--or, at
least, I had lived there from boyhood up, when I removed to Boston. It is
now about ten years since a man named Ballantine, who seemed to possess
considerable wealth, made his appearance in the place, accompanied by
his daughter, a young girl about thirteen years of age. He came from
New Orleans, where his wife had died, and where he was still engaged in
business. His object in coming north with his child was to secure for
her the advantages of a good seminary. He seemed to prefer Troy, and
after remaining there for some months, concluded to place his child in
the family of a newly-married man, whose wife, somewhat matronly in age
and in habits, happened to please his fancy, as a maternal guardian for
his child. After making every requisite arrangement in regard to her
education, he returned to New Orleans, from which city money to defray her
expenses was regularly transmitted. Once a year he came north to visit
her, and remained in our town for a few weeks.
"I happened to know the family in which Eugenia Ballantine was placed,
and became acquainted with her immediately. I was then but a boy,
though some four years her senior, yet old enough to feel for her, from
the beginning, something more than a mere fraternal regard. And this
sentiment was reciprocal. No place was so pleasant to me as that which was
cheered by her presence--no smile warmed my heart like her smile; and I
could always see her countenance brighten the moment I came where she was.
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