Godey's Lady's Book, Vol. 48, No. XVIII, April, 1854Various
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Godey's Lady's Book, Vol. 48, No. XVIII, April, 1854
Various
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"For ten days I remained in New York, eagerly examining each morning the
shipping lists, and referring to all the southern papers to which I could
get access. I met during that time but one reference to the Empress,
and that was contained in a paragraph alluding to her long passage, and
expressing great fears for her safety. This thrilled my heart with a
more palpable and terrible fear. On the next day but one, I met in a New
Orleans paper a farther allusion to her, coupled with the remark that a
suspicious-looking vessel, clipper-built, with a black hull, had been
seen several times during the past few weeks cruising in the Gulf, and
expressing a fear lest she had come across the Empress. I thought this
would have driven me beside myself. But why prolong this painful narration
by attempting to describe my feelings, as day after day, week after week,
and month after month passed, and no tidings came of the missing ship?
From the day I parted with Eugenia, I have neither seen her nor heard
from her. The noble vessel that bore her proudly away neither reached her
destination, nor returned back with her precious freight. All--all found a
grave in the dark depths of the ocean.
"It is a terrible thing, my friend, to be _thus_ reft of all you hold
dearest in life. If I had seen her touched by the hand of disease, and
watched the rose fading from her cheek, leaf after leaf falling away,
until death claimed at last his victim, I could have borne the severe
affliction with some degree of fortitude. Even if she had been struck down
suddenly at my side, there would have been something for the bruised heart
to rest upon. But to be taken from me thus! her fate shrouded in a most
fearful mystery! Oh! it is terrible!"
And the young man set his teeth firmly, and clenched his hands, in a
powerful struggle with his still o'ermastering feelings. At length he
resumed, in a calmer voice--
"No matter what terrors or violence attended her death--no matter how deep
she lies in the unfathomable sea, her spirit is with the blessed angels,
for she was pure and good. This ought to be enough for me. The agonies of
a fearful departure are long since over. And why should I recall them,
and break up afresh the tender wounds that bleed at the slightest touch?
Henceforth I will strive to look away from the past, and onward, in
pleasing hope, to that future time when we shall meet where there will be
no more parting."
"She must have been a lovely creature, indeed," said Milford, some minutes
after his friend had ceased, holding, as he spoke, the miniature in his
hand, and looking at it attentively.
"She was lovely as innocence itself," was the half abstracted reply.
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